Author Note: I wanna put warning out, just in case. This story will include self inflicted pain, some sexual references, relationship abuse, some explicit language, and strong violence.
Alright, hope you enjoy Chapter 1! [:

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"Hermione, please. Talk to me for a second!" Ron exclaimed as he grabbed Hermione's shoulder

"No..Ron I'm sorry I can't talk right now..OW" Ron had moved his hand down to her arm, right above her elbow. Hermione's eyes grew wide at her exclaimation and she hurried off to wherever she always went when she was hiding from Ron. At least that's what he thought she was doing. Hiding..always hiding.

Defeated, Ron stumbled into the Gryffindor Common Room, and fell into an arm chair. He closed his eyes and fell into deep thoughts.
More like flashbacks..

[[Three Months Earlier]]

Seems the only one who
doesn't see your beauty
Is the face in the mirror
Looking back at you.
You walk around here
thinking you're not pretty
But that's not true,
Cause I know you.

"Hey Hermione! How are you?" Ron asked, seeing her a little ahead of her in the corridor. Hermione's head was down, and she was walking slightly slow.

"Hey..are you ok?"

"I'm fine, Ron." Hermione answered in a dead voice.

"HAVE THOSE WITCHES BEEN BOTHERING YOU AGAIN!? More like, what's that muggle swear? Sitches?!" He yelled angrily.

"..bitches.." Hermione whispered, shifting her eyes, as if looking around for any professors. "And..yes..they have been.."

"Oh ho ho..." Ron took in a sharp breath trying to hold in his anger.

"Ron, don't even start. They're right! I am ugly! I'm the ugliest witch at Hogwarts! I shouldn't even be able to walk around here without getting hexed..I'm a disgrace!"

"Hermione Jean Granger, don't talk about yourself like that! You're beautiful!" Ron exploded, his eyes flashing with anger at the girls who had done this to Hermione.

"..I'm far from it.."

Then, she ran off before he could say anything.
*End Of Flashback*

[[LaterThatWeek]]

Hold on,
Baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go...
And no one knows. That you cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone. Hermione emerged from the Prefect Bathroom, running into Ron.
"W-what are y-you doing here?" She squeaked, her voice broken
and highly pitched. She whipped her hands behind her back, hiding
them, and tried to blink away the tears that were in her eyes.

"Hermione, what's wrong? You- you're crying.." He said, worried.
Hermione hastily wiped the tears away with one of her hands, while
the other one stayed behind her back. Ron examed her, and gasped.
He grabbed her arm and gently forced it so he could see her wrist.

"H-hermione..what have you done?" He whimpered.

"Oh..I fell." She ripped her arm away and forced a smile. Then, she walked away.
Always getting away...
*End of flashback*

[[TwoMonthsEarlier]]

I guess it's true that love was
all you wanted Cause you're
Giving it away like it's extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket.
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh, cause it's not his price to pay. Its Not his price to pay...

"Hey, didya hear about the Gryffindor Slut?" someone whispered to the girl next to Ron. Out of curiousity he listened it, unnoticed.

"Yeah..Hermione Granger..what a skank!!" The girl next to him hissed back.
Ron's blood boiled in anger, and he reached for his wand.

But, just then, Hermione came out of the Girl's Dorms and walked down the steps to the common room where muggle clothes. Not just any muggle clothes either. Her skirt barely covered her bum and she was wearing a skimpy button up shirt. Knee high socks covered most of her legs, and she wore high heels. The boys who were looking dropped their jaws, and the girls whispered profanities worse then earlier.

Hermione strutted through the crowd of people with a smile that didn't fit Hermione. Ron tried to absorb Hermione's new look. Her usually bushy hair was straightened and sleek. She was wearing way too much makeup, and her skimpy clothes looked very weird on her. Confused, he tried to confront her. But, she grabbed a random 7th year boy and started making out with him. Making a noise between a gag and a gasp, Ron backed away startled.

That wasn't even the beginning..

*End Of Flashback*

[[LaterThatWeek]]

"I don't know what to do about Hermione, Harry.." [A/N *imaginary audiance claps as Harry makes his first appearance!* woo! xD ok, back to story] Ron sighed.
"I don't think there's anything we can do, mate.." Harry replied in the same voice. He slung his arm in a friendly gesture over Ron's shoulder. Harry, being the only other person to know about Ron's feelings towards Hermione, looked symphethetic for his friend. "Don't worry too much, Ron, I'm sure it's just a phase.." but Harry's voice didn't sound like he was very sure.

As the week had progressed, Hermione's label as Gryffindor Slut soon became Hogwarts Slut. She'd been with almost half the school's male population.

"I understand that she's lonely..but she has us..I wish I could tell her how I feel."

"Lonely? No mate..I don't think she's lonely. I think she's right insane!" Harry chuckled.

"HOW DARE YOU? Hermione is our FRIEND..YOU'RE JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM!" Ron screamed and stormed off to get some privacy.
*End Of Flashback*

[[ThePreviousMonth]]

"Hey Ronny? You hear about Queen Slut? She finally settled down with someone! DRACO MALFOY!"

Ron dropped the textbook he was carrying. "Excuse me? Did you say Malfoy?"

"Oh yeah!! They were gettin' it on last night! Woohoo!"

Disgusted Ron shook his head, refusing to believe it.

" Ron...it's true.."
*End Of Flashbacks*

Ron's eyes fluttered open as Harry's words from his last flashback rung in his ears.

"It's true..it's true..it's true.."

He dropped his head into his hands, frusterated.

Would he ever get over it?

Would he ever get over her?

A/N: Hehe..I hope you liked it! This is my first fanfic and all..but, I wanted to give it a shot! Disclaimer: I'm not J.K Rowling
Song used: Tied Together With A Smile by Taylor SwiftAlso, just to clear up any confusion:
italic: Flashbacksbold: author's notesunderline: Song LyricsPlain Text: Present time the story is taking place in.

!Everything else is clearly labeled [:!