The song used in this story is called "Lonely day" by System of a Down, I thought of writing this story after hearing this song and then feeling very depressed. But please READ AND REVIEW….
Such a lonely day
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Kagome's life sure was getting pretty twisted. Fighting demon and trying to keep up with school at the same time wasn't exactly an easy thing to do. Yet alone Inuyasha she had to deal with, which only made things harder. She didn't see the point in even trying with school anymore, she was already failing horribly, but she had to. Her mother wanted her to keep up her education, and Kagome herself didn't exactly like the idea of calling herself a "drop out."
She had to head back soon; if she didn't Inuyasha would surly come to get her and complain. All he cared about was the jewel.
'Ugh! Jewel shards this! Jewel Shards that!' Kagome mocked in her mind.
He wanted to use the jewel to become a full demon, but what was the point? Just because you have power doesn't mean you're strong necessarily. It just meant you were greedy, and what would you do with all that power?
Go off and cause mayhem upon innocent people? That was all the demons they ever battled did, they would kill, hurt, and make people suffer. She didn't want Inuyasha to turn into something like that, she hoped he never would. But of course that wasn't her decision, it was Inuyasha's.
She made her way to the well, and placed her hands on the edge briefly staring down into the dark pit.
'Why do I even bother, why do I always go back? There's really no point…H-he…he doesn't need me.' She took a step back and her hands fell to her sides.
'But…but I need him. I need him so much. That's why. That's why I keep going back.'
She shook her head, and clenched her fist in the air, suddenly looking very confident.
"He can't find those silly jewel shards without me though! He does need me!"
She shouted only convincing herself momentarily. She heaved a deep breath as her confidence faded once more. What a stupid thing to say. Something she grieved the most.
'He does need me, but only for the shards…that's all.'
"Hmph!" she stomped her foot, and stopped with the silly thoughts. She lifted her head up high, and without another word jumped into the well.
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She grunted loudly has she tried to pull herself up out of the well. But surprisingly it was easier than it usually was. It was as if she had a weight of her back….back!
"Oh! I forgot my backpack!...ugh…probably from all the thinking"
She pulled herself completely out of the well. She looked around curiously, it was quit, much to quit for this time period. She made her ways towards the sacred tree, a little creped out by the eerie silence all the way.
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Such a lonely day…
And its mine…
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"Where's Inuyasha? They didn't leave without me did they?" she stared up at the branch Inuyasha usually sat in, but not today. Today it was completey empty.
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The most loneliest day of my life
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"Inuyasha!" she called, but there was no answer. She suddenly saw skinny slithering dragon like demons in the distant.
"Soul collectors…" one name came to mind 'Kikyo!' She nearly jumped in place. Another name came to mind that only pinned a dagger through her heart at the thought. 'Inuyasha…that must be why he's not…'
She shook her head, as she began to follow the soul collectors, to were they all seemed to be going.
'I have to make sure; I just have to see for myself! I can't just jump to conclusions.'
She saw were kikyo's minions flew towards and the light that they disappeared into.
'She must be there.'
She made her way through bushes until she came upon the person she was looking for, and even someone she wasn't.
'Inuyasha! So he is here, I should have known' she wasn't hidden behind a tree, and bushes surrounded her, it was imposable for her to be noticed. She cringed at the sight before her.
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Such a lonely day…
Should be banned
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There lips were together, the priestess's arms across his back, as he held her closely. She closed her eyes and threw her head to the side; she could bear to watch such a sight.
Kikyo placed her head against his chest, and Inuyasha's head drooped down. He looked in a daze, and he was almost trembling. Kagome slowly brought herself to open her eyes once more.
"K-k- Kikyo…"
The sound of him speaking the name of the woman that tore her and the hanyou apart pierced her chest, sending a sharp pain to rummage through her body. She was brought to her knees, her hand pressed to her chest to ease the pain.
"Yes Inuyasha?"
"I…Love you. I-I-I…." it was almost as if he was trying to stop the words from coming through his mouth.
"I…Don't need t-that Kagome, I o-only want you."
Kagome gasped, causing her to gag as her breath was sent down her throat. She felt as she had been stabbed as the dagger pierced her chest only sending twice the pain. Those salty droplets she had shed so many times before flowed down her pales cheeks. Her face had lost its rosy color long ago. The tears she shed had more sadness in them then they had ever had before.
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It's a day that I can't stand…
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The priestess smiled, as she opened her eyes, she has sensed Kagome aura long ago. She chuckled, and brought her head up and leaned in. Kagome jerked her head away, and with all the strength she had left she jolted up and ran.
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The most loneliest day of my life!
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She heaved trying to hold back the tears, but continued to run, but from what? Nothing was chasing her. She didn't know were she was running, or what she was running from, but then it hit her, hard in the face. She was running fro them, from kikyo and Inuyasha.
'Inuyasha! How could you!' She soon found out were she was running, to the well. Were she always ran when Inuyasha hurt her, and he had far too many times. All the while she was running the stabs in her heart never stopped, the kept coming one after the other, making her weak and tremble.
She fell to her knees, as her legs finally gave in on her. She propped herself up on the edge of the well with her elbows. She was breathing hard and deep.
'I knew it! He doesn't need me! He doesn't want me…he doesn't need me at all.'
She attempted to pull herself to her feet, but only fell from her trembling knees. She shouted fiercely.
"HE WOULDN'T CARE IF I WERE DEAD!" She gagged once more, as another jolt of pain was sent through her body. Her eyebrows furrowed and her teeth gritted. If she had been holding onto a glass cup, it surly would have shattered her grip was so tight.
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The most loneliest day of my life!
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She pictured the blood streaming down her hand and the cuts that would be placed there, and it made her somewhat loosen her grip on the other hand. She stared at her hand; in her mind in was dripping with scarlet drops. But her hand was completely untouched. She brought herself to her feet as her hand returned to normal, but the pain returned. She mad one more fatal attempted and lifted her foot onto the rim. She pushed off and jumped into the well, as she was surrounded by a blue glowing light.
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Oh my god, I have to admit that was even hard for me to write. I mean the whole Inuyasha and kikyo scene. I absolutely hate Kikyo! Ok get that into your mind, and make it stick!
REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! This story is not over, I was originally going to make it a one-shot, but I thought I'd get more reviews if I left people hanging. REVIEW! And stay tuned for the next chapter! i should be at least able to update by Sat. or Sun.