We used to
be so close and warm
until I told you to walk out of the door
Its
all for you, this internal war
Because I'm pushing you into the
light
You used to be my only friend
You were my beginning
and my end
And our rare talks let me pretend
that these shadows
mean something
I'm pushing you into the light
out of the
shadows that consumed our lives
It feels so damn wrong when I know
it's right
You deserve more than I can give
Tell me what
you want- everything
I've seen the way your heart sings
I'm
dreading when you go to buy that ring
But I know you belong in the
light
I want to keep my grip on you
But it's such an
unhealthy thing to do
I'm trying to convince you my feelings are
true
By staying in the shadows
I'm pushing you into the
light
out the shadows that consumed our lives
It feels so damn
wrong when I know it's right
You deserve more than I can give
You deserve more than I can give