Prologue A
Blood shot eyes looked out at the clear winter night sky, moonlight fell on the red head as he leaned on the entrance of the patio door clutching a bottle of jack. Raising the bottle up to his mouth and he downed the rest of its contents.
"I always love you Renji."
He laughed at the lie he'd been told as he began to walk back inside as the voice replayed in his head.
"I will never do anything to hurt you." The voice said again.
Renji stopped as he passed by a picture of his and Byakuya wedding picture, his mind flashed through all the events up to now. Angry tears flooded his face as he threw the bottle against the picture as it fell down shattering it against the hardwood floor.
In desperation for a relief, Renji storms into the room, locking the door behind him and goes over to his dresser as he pulls out gun. He begins to hear rapid knocking on the door as he slowly makes his way to his bed.
"Renji, Renji! Let me in please!"
He ignores the person cries as he laid down in the bed.
"Renji please I know you're in there! Please let me in!"
He begins to load the gun as more tears blur his vision. The knocks become more frantic as he assumed they heard him cock the gun.
'I have no reason to live. I lost my husband, my family, and my job. There is no reason to go on.' He murmured
"Renji Please Don't DO THIS!" they desperately begged.
He let out a silent sigh as he pressed the cold metal against his temple. More tears of anguish fell down his face. He rests his finger on the trigger slowly pulling it back.