Wolverine

If you can't believe in the magic then what can you believe in?

Preface

My name is Renesmee Cullen. My mother and father are vampires but when they gave birth to me she was human making me something different entirely. Technically I'm half Vampire, which means I eat human food were my family only get nutirition from drinking blood. My life is very restricted; from the day I was born my life was all planned – down to who I was going to marry. My father can be an overprotective jerk when he wants to be and my boyfriend is a werewolf.

Chapter one – My Pack

Midnight. The moon was big and bright, so large it could of almost been in reach. Only it wasn't, it was thousands of miles away nestled in the stars, a giant rock.

I sat with Jake in the long thick grass, there was no fire – only solar lighting. Billy Black had modernized his lights after the accident last year. The solar lights were nowhere near as beautiful as the forest of flames that once lit the Black's back yard but they were far 'safer' and far less likely to burn.

There had been an accident where I had fallen into the fire and everybody I loved blamed themselves when it was all my fault, it was me who had lost my balance. It was me who had to suffer in agony. And it was me left with disfiguring scars that covered my body. My father had taken matters into his own hands and I nearly lost my Jake, he was my whole world now. The accident helped open my eyes and see what was really there loving me. ]

Jake still loved me when I couldn't look at myself in a mirror. Jake would always love me. We were soulmates. He made my skin tingle and set off fireworks that erupted inside me whenever his lips touched mine. I loved him with everything I had and one day, our wedding day, I would be able to seal that love forever.

I had grown attatched to Jake's pack. Each one of them were so amazing. Leah had become one of my best friends, I pitied her. She was such a sweet girl stuck in a wolf's body. She loved her pack leader and never stopped loving him – after everything he did! I guess you could call me a hipocrite cause I also valued my friendship when Emily, she was after all going through everything I was going through; a love so powerful you can't do anything but accept it, and when you do you discover it is the most brilliant thing: more than any girl could ever wish for.

I loved my days with Jacob Black, even if I didn't get many. The terms had stretched to weekends cause 'Schoolwork was my number one priority' well, according to my mother. Sometimes they acted so human.

I nustled into Jake's warm torso, his heat was comforting and almost made me drowsy. It wasn't like the heat from the burn, it didn't even remind me of that heat. This was my heat, from my Jake. Safety.

"I think I broke my leg yesterday" Seth moaned, rubbing it uncomfortably.

"You think?!" I laughed, "Did it hurt?" I asked curiously. I liked Seth, we had so much in common – our friendship with Vampires, our youth and we both went to the same school; we were in the same year and everything.

"Yeah it blooming hurt" he said patting his leg contently.

"You should let Carlisle take a look, make sure the bones set straight" I suggested.

"Yeah" He nodded. "Suppose"

"Whats wrong with the doctor here on the reservation?" Leah chirped in.

"Try what if he wants to take my temperature?" Seth said matter-of-factly,

"Leah, build a bridge and get over it. Carlisle is the best doctor for miles, with the most expericence" I had to look behind me to make sure it was actually Jake sat there. The best doctor?

"Hundreds of years for experience" Leah sniggered.

Sometimes it bothered me how they just simply can't accept my Vampire family. They called then "Bloodsuckers" behind my back but never to my face, I heard Jake call my father a "Filthy bloodsucker" a few days after I was born, This memory haunted my nightmares.

"Hey! Thats Ness's Grandpa your talking about and she's one of us" Sam winked at me, he was like a third Grandpa to me sometimes, possibly because he was the Alpha so everybody sort of looked up to him in a way.

"One of us" he had said. That made me feel all warm inside, like I was actually a pack member – Like family.

If only.

If only could change into the most ferotious beast whenever I wanted, feel the wind in my fur and the wolf in my heart. If only I was born that way – not a bloodsucker but something much more exhilarating, Something with fur. If only.