Love hurts – Prologue

-Flashback-

This relationship sure is going to be hard to keep but I'm going to do everything in my power to keep it strong. No matter how much pressure it might get from all our fights with our enemies and at home with our family. If it's with Leo it's worth fighting for and it beats having these feelings locked up inside. That sure would have been impossible.

-Flashback ends-

I still remembered thinking that after I confessed my feelings for Leo and for almost 2 years I kept that promise, I fought to keep our relationship strong and I know that Leo did too.
I also tried to keep it a secret from our family, why would I do that? Because I wouldn't be able to move on if our father would not approve.

I know that Leo never wants to do anything that our father won't approve of and if he would find out about us and then forbid it? I sure as shell would have broken down into a mix of anger and sadness. Leo means more to me than anything and to know that he loves me as much as I love him and we would not be allowed to be together even though we live together, I would have been torn apart inside to the point of that I would have committed suicide.

It sounds weird and really stupid to say such a thing but the pain would have eaten me alive to the point to where I don't think I would be able to handle it any longer.

But no matter how careful I was I wasn't able to keep it a secret, I didn't think straight one day and when our father found out he got so angry that it looked like he was going to kill us both right then and there but instead he just yelled at us to explain our actions.
That day is still repeating itself in my mind over and over again even to this very day, I want to forget it and forgive our father but how can I? The one I saw as my father, who had raised me since I was young, couldn't even accept that me and Leo are in a relationship.

Now that hurts more than anything else and I've been put through pain before but that? I can't even describe it.

"Come on Raph it's getting late and we both need some sleep" Leo's voice broke through my rain of thoughts.

Even after all these years he is still standing by my side and for now that's the only thing that keeps me happy, Leo is the reason I can still be happy even after everything that has happened.

I didn't say a word to Leo, I just smiled at him and followed him to bed, for now I'll forget about the past and just focus on us and a better tomorrow because I know with Leo by my side we will make it through.

-Note-

Another new story that will be uploaded shortly and it's a sequel to my very first story that I uploaded here on . And the name of that story is "Impossible" so if you haven't read that one I suggest that you do or else it will be a bit hard to understand this story.

Why did I write a sequel? Well I don't know to be honest, I guess it has something to do with the fact that I couldn't get the idea out of my head.

Anyway hope you will enjoy this story when the actually chapters are uploaded because I'm having fun writing them. My stories may not be the best FanFictions out there but I think it's fun to write them and read the feedback I get from the stories which is the only reason I keep doing it.