Tears Don't Fade

A/n- This story is dedicated to fish stick Friday and '2 Kool to spell 'kool' right. find out on my profile. okay this story has been in my head for like ever. So now I'm publishing it. My oc Lexi (that's my name btw) is mostly the main character for most chapters. The chapters will have flashbacks but will still have present time in them. Ok done rambling here's the full summary.

Summary- Lexi, Logan, Carlos, James, and Kendall have been best friends since they were five. But not Lexi and Logan. They knew each other since birth. Their moms were best friends so naturally they became best friends too. When they met Carlos, James, and Kendall, the five became inseparable. Until 3rd grade when Lexi's mom made her get some girl friends. So she became friends with Emmaline (Emma), Victoria (Tori), and Jessica (Jessie or Jess). Then those eight became inseparable. But then when Lexi was visiting her aunt with her family, Logan, Carlos, James, and Kendall moved to L.A. actually they were at the airport when Lexi came back and went to Logan's house only to have his mom tell him. When she got to the airport, they were passing security, she yelled for them, and they gave one last glance and saw Lexi, and turned back around. She only saw them once after that. It's been 8 years, on this day, and something just might happen to change everyone's life again.

Sorry I rambled on it, but here's the prologue unless you think the summary was one! Lol onward!

Don't own them but I do own Lexi, Jessica, and Victoria. Those two are two of my bffs but I changed their names. But Emma I didn't change she is my all time bff so ya.

Warning; F bomb and other swears

Lexi's POV

I walked out to the car and drove to my bff's house. I missed him so much. Don't get me wrong, I missed all of my 7 other friends but I have known Logan since I was born. We're exactly one day apart. He's older. It's not a long drive about five minutes, I could walk but I was just too excited. I walked to the door and knocked. About five seconds later Mrs. Mitchell walked out and looked like she was crying.

"What wrong Mom?' I asked, hey she was a second mom to me! Her and my mom have been best friends since 3rd grade."They left. Logan, Kendall, Carlos, and James. They auditioned James for Gustavo Rocque's next big thing. They all auditioned and Kendall got picked. But the only way for him to go was to make them a boy band." I was crying even before she finished. They left! THEY Fucking Left! Do 11 and 16 years of friendship mean nothing to them! They didn't call or anything! NOTHING!

"Honey, they just left for the airport about 15 minutes ago. I bet you could still catch them." I think she could tell that they didn't tell me anything. "Okay thanks. Bye."

I got in my car and drove past the speed limit. I didn't even find a parking space I just jumped out of my car and ran I checked quickly and the only plane to L.A was on the other side of the airport. I ran and ran I didn't care if I got looks and security was chasing me I ran. I ran until I saw a familiar face. It was my best girl friend Emma. Well I didn't see her face but I knew her hair. I ran right past them and they looked surprised. By now I was bawling. A security guard stopped me from going any further. I saw them. "LOGAN CARLOS, JAMES, KENDALL!" I screamed. They looked back and saw me. A look of regret flashed in their eyes. But Logan's was so much more. Sadness, regret, madness, and worst of all, a smirk shone in his eyes. I got mad then and squirmed out of the security guards grasp. "I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU! NO CALL NO TEXT NO e-MAIL! I COULVE COME BACK YESTERDAY IF YOU CALLED ME! YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY GOOD BYE! FUCKING GOOD-BYE!" they were all astonished because I never swear, much less the f bomb. They just stood there. I was screaming at the top of my lungs so about everybody was over here. "LOGAN HOW COULD YOU! YOU WOULD BE THE FIRST PERSON WHO WOULD CALL ME! WHY? I DON'T EVEN WANNA KNOW! I HATE YOU GUYS! ESPACIALLY YOU, LOGAN JAY MITCHELL!" I screamed/crying. "YEAH WELL MAYBE WE WANTED TO LEAVE YOU! YOU BITCH! MAYBE THAT'S WHY! WE DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU! SHITTY PIECE OF CRAP!" login explained looking evil and not himself. They went laughing down the way to their plane. But then Logan said, "I never liked you not once!"

I woke up with a start. I sat up on my bed and looked over at my roommate and bff Emma. she didn't wake up. I was sure I was screaming in my sleep. Thank god she's a deep sleeper. I looked at the clock 3:59 am. I got up and took a shower. But before I looked at the calendar and say it was November 28th. Oh crap. That's why I was having nightmares. See today is the day that btr left me without saying good bye. It's actually the 8th anniversary. Every other year I would not go to school on that day and be depressed for days. But not this time. Nope I'm going to work. I'm a doctor at Minneapolis Hospital (1). It's a huge hospital for emergencies, clinics, child's care, and more. It had like five buildings. I've worked there for six months. Today would make it six months actually. Emma works there as a nurse. We're only 24 though. Yes we took extra classes to graduate faster. As I get into the shower I pass by a note. It says

Lexi, I heard you screaming in your sleep. I know it's a Logan, James, Carlos and Kendall dream. Jessie, Tori, and I have decided we will let you go to work today. I know you were planning to anyways. –that girl knows me better than myself— I have to go to my brothers house today. So I took the day off. Hope you can cope! You have my loves.

Love,

Emma

Man I love her. You know as a sister. I saw something on my desk. I went up to it, I didn't have my glasses on or contacts, so I was blind as a bat. It was a picture of me and Logan, on our 11th birthday. Since we're only a day apart we celebrate on the same day. The glass was shattered from 8 years ago when I smashed it. See I never through anything away that reminded me of Logan, James Carlos, or Kendall. I just ripped, or broke it and put it in my closet. I guess she went to my mom's house and got it from my closet in my old room. I smiled at the memory but then I started crying and just left it there. Logan and I looked like twins. Same face shape, hair, height, the only thing different was the eyes. he had chocolate brown, while i had blue-ish green eyes. i sighed and just left it there. I got ready for work, today was going to be a long day. I hope I don't run into anything that reminds me of btr. I wish I knew how wrong I was.

(1)I made it up

A/n—Well? How was it? I'll try and update as soon as I can. But I don't have a laptop, my mom says I have too much things already. And my younger brother and older sister are on here a lot. Soo yeah maybe on Wednesdays It'll be updated. I will write it as fast as I can, I promise! In fact ill start writing it after I put it on ff!

Living The Life,

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