AN: Hello! :D Just a short story I wrote when my friends left me alone for 1 hour D: English is not my native language so I'm sorry if you find mistakes but please, let me know if you find any. I got inspiration from the song Corrupted by McFly. Please review! Enjoy the story :)!
Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail.
Natsu's POV
December 11th
I feel weird… Since that mission I went with Gray, Erza, Happy and Lucy, I haven´t come to feel like myself anymore… Why the hell did I let that spell hit me? Oh god, I feel too weak and too tired… At least Happy is sleeping and can get some rest… I should try to sleep as well…
December 13th
Great, just great. I can´t sleep anymore; a lot of nightmares are plaguing my mind. This is insane man, I can´t even close my eyes… However, I must try to get some rest, the guys will know something is wrong if they see me like this.
December 15th
I'm too scared to sleep. These nightmares… they keep getting worse and worse… I´m afraid of what will happen if I sleep this night. Happy and the guys are starting to notice something is wrong, I should be more cautious.
December 17th
Again, just great. I can´t be myself anymore. I feel too tired and angered to just be the happy and cheery Natsu. I almost severely injured Gray when he picked a fight with me, I made Lucy cry and I shouted to Erza. But it felt so good to do that… Wait. What the fuck am I'm saying? What the hell is wrong with me…
December 20th
This was the best day so far. I went on a mission because Lucy had to pay her rent. Of course the guys were uncomfortable due to the things that happened these days but we managed to get over it. We had to steal something from a dark guild and of course, we had to fight them. Oh god, how did I enjoy turning them to ashes! Their screams were music to my ears; my fire was eating them alive. I have just realized I love the smell of blood and burnt flesh, and the sight of them suffering was priceless. It was like I released all my anger and tiredness in that moment… But Erza had to stop me. She wouldn't have noticed if I hadn´t been laughing like a maniac. Oh well, at least I had my fun.
December 23rd
Again, Erza had to stop me from having my fun. I'll have to teach her a lesson if she does that again.
December 25th
I gave Erza, Gray and Lucy a Christmas present. That's what they get from keeping me away from my fun. I NEED to kill people, it's the only thing that keeps the nightmares away. Furthermore, I have come to enjoy it, I no longer have regrets of my killings.
January 1st
It's a new year, and I'm a new person. I thank that stupid mage for turning me into what I´m now! That spell was most convenient for me, I had never imagine I could get so much fun from hurting others! In addition, that spell gave me a power boost, I feel like I could beat the crap outta Gildarts, Erza, Laxus or even the old man! I still go on missions with the guys, but Lucy gets away from me when we are to start a battle and Erza and Gray let me do what I want without getting in my way. Can you imagine? I can torture and kill everyone I want! Makarov will never know anything of this, some people are going to die badly if they ever tell him. Well, I think I´ll go slaughter a village nearby, I need today's bloodbath.