A/N: I'm sorry if this is horrible, and I don't know what this is, tbh. I saw this ( post/28053233060/hold-my-head-inside-your-hands-i-need-someone-who) post on tumblr and automatically came up with a story in my head. I do not own Glee or Darren or Chris.

Chapter One

Blaine can't bring himself to say goodbye to Kurt. He knows it's not really goodbye, but it still hurts just as much. His hand finds Kurt's face. Blaine finds the bright blue eyes staring into his, when the tears start to form in the corner of his eyes. Not even a second later, he feels the soft touch of Kurt's thumb brushing under his eye to wipe them away before they even fall.

"Hey, none of that, okay? At least not in front of me."

"It just hurts. I don't want you to leave me here alone," Blaine tried to keep that last part to himself, but Kurt heard him. He always hears him. Blaine lost it. He couldn't stay strong anymore. He fell into Kurt's arms, and he felt safe. He didn't want to lose this feeling. He wanted to stay here in the moment, with Kurt holding him, with Kurt's arms tightly around his torso, just holding on for a second longer.

"Final call for Gate B16 to New York City."

One final glance. One final hug. One final kiss. Until they see each other. In the embrace, Kurt whispers in his ear, "I'm never saying goodbye."

"You always say that..."

"Because it's true, Blaine. I can never even bring myself to do that."

"Hey, remember one thing while you're out there. I'm always thinking about you, okay? Always." Now it was Blaine's turn to wipe the tears from his boyfriend's eyes. "Go. You're going to miss your flight. I love you."

"I love you, too, Blaine." Kurt blows a kiss to the rest of his family as he approaches the woman at the front of the gate. He gives her his ticket, not realizing his hand is shaking violently. He isn't ready for this. He's not ready to live on his own. But he's willing to start his life over. If only his boyfriend was with him.

The flight wasn't that long, it was only from Dayton to New York, but Kurt wasn't having it. He managed to get stuck between a mother and her child. He offered to switch seats, but the mother objected, making Kurt be in the most awkward situations ever. Going between, "Do you have to go potty?" to the kid screaming in his ear for more food and the mom rudely reaching over him.

To pass the time, he tried playing Sudoku in the SkyMall magazine, but he could never really figure it out, so he gave up after 5 minutes. He played Solitaire on his phone for a while, until he beat 10 games, then he just got bored. He tried to sleep, but the seat was way too hard, and there was no possible way to get comfortable.

All he wanted was to get off the plane and call his boyfriend.

"Ladies and gentlemen, our plane will be arriving in approximately twenty minutes. Please return to your seats and fasten your seat belts as we will be landing shortly, and thank you for flying United Airlines."

Twenty minutes. He can go twenty more minutes dealing with this demon child and his arrogant mother. The mother, Susan Anders (he figured he might as well make some kind of small talk with the lady), finally gave her child, Jack, some gum, and that seemed to shut him right up. Yeah, when we're about to land is when you get him to shut up. That makes sense.

The landing wasn't as bad as he thought, though he could've dealt without the kid wailing in his ear. Kurt waited to get off the plane to stretch his legs, and more importantly, go see his house and walk around New York, where he lives. He still had a hard time wrapping his head around that simple thought. Kurt is living in New York now.

As soon as he got his rental car for the time being, he rushed as fast as he could to his new home. His house wasn't too far away from the airport, so it didn't take that long, plus he knew where to go now. His furniture was already transferred over there, so he didn't have to worry about that so much, but he wanted to get a few more homey things for his kitchen and living room.

The first thing to greet him whenever anyone walks in is a collage that Blaine made for him. There's the pictures from both proms with Blaine, his sixteenth birthday, his father and him when he turned 10, the Glee kids from high school, him and his mother, and in the middle is Blaine in his Warbler outfit with the word "courage" below it. Kurt felt a pain in his chest and realized that he hasn't called Blaine yet.

Quickly grabbing his iPhone from his back pocket, he quickly scanned for Blaine's number, and clicked on his name, just waiting to hear the sound of his voice.

"Kurt, there's something I have to tell you."

Kurt's heart dropped down underneath him, possibly going through the Earth's core and onto the other side, for the voice he heard was not Blaine's, not even his father's, but Sebastian's.

I don't know why I did what I did. I just wrote and I'M SORRY. The next chapter isn't even started yet, but I just wanted to get this on here so I know what I'm doing. Reviews are much appreciated.