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This story follows on from Nesting Dolls in season 5.
Grissom reaches out to Sara but rejects her after Sofia's meddling.
Unfortunately Sara gets pregnant and has to deal with her feelings for Grissom and the fact that she is going to be a single parent.
Sofia who wants Grissom will stop at nothing to ruin any chances for the couple.
GSR with a lot of angst.
I own nothing ... CSI do.
Also, I am still working on my other story but this has taken over for a while.
Rated M for smut so you have been warned.
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Sara couldn't't believe she was telling Grissom her biggest secret and yet she continued to talk.
If she was going to tell anyone about the pain she lived with everyday it was him.
God, she had moved her whole life for him … who was she kidding she would move mountains for this man, she would give him her last breath.
"The fights, the yelling, the trips to the hospital. I thought the was the way everybody lived. When my mother killed my father, I found out that it wasn't."
Finally being able to get this secret off her chest she started crying.
Sara wished she could be somewhere else, anywhere else, not crying and weeping in his presence.
Holding a hand in front of her face she was now silently weeping as he reached out for her hand.
Squeezing his hand back she felt herself being pulled onto the couch as he swept her into a hug.
Crying again Sara knew this is what she had always wanted – to be close to him, to be comforted by him.
Allowing the pain to take hold she leaned into him and he rocked her silently back and forth.
Not aware how long they had stayed in the position Sara began to pull away.
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Not wanting to look at him she felt Grissom pull her head up so he could look her in the eyes.
Not sure what was happening she felt Grissom pull her even closer and their lips met.
Having wanted this closeness for as long as she had known him she felt herself opening her mouth as her body shivered and she kissed back.
Thinking it was a dream she felt light headed as he pulled her towards her bedroom and started kissing her urgently.
Feeling his hands travel to her arms in an effort to remove her top she put her hands through his hair as she felt a deep groan in the back of her throat as he started to kiss her neck.
Having removed her top Sara happily allowed Grissom to lower her onto the bed as his mouth moved to her neck and then down to her bra.
Knowing she needed him quickly she sat up to removed her bra to which Grissom happily started attacking her breasts and she used her arms to remove his pants.
Closing her eyes and feeling completely overwhelmed she felt herself orgasm almost instantly as he thrust deep into her.
Feeling the tears come back again she called out his name as he kept pushing himself in and out.
Finally stopping Sara happily turned on her side and cuddled up to Grissom as his hand reached down to brush away her tears.
Unable to say anything she felt her eye lids become heavy as she drifted off to sleep.
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Waking up Sara remembered her and Grissom's love making and pushed her hand to the other side of the bed and was disappointed to feel nothing but ruffled sheets.
Looking over to her bedroom clock she saw it was many hours later and Grissom must have left for work.
Unable to take the smile off her face she allowed herself to stretch as she remembered what had taken place – something she never dreamed would.
Spending some time remembering every detail she then pulled the spare pillow over her face as she captured his sent.
Finally getting up she walked into her bathroom and turned on the shower.
Smiling to herself she felt a wave of relief flood over her.
She was no longer alone, she had someone who cared for her.
No matter what had happened or what the future might hold she knew she had finally experienced true passion and love.
Although she did not want to wash him off her she decided to freshen up and wait for what would happen next.
Getting dressed she walked back into her living room and looked at her answer phone to see if there were any calls.
Frowning as she saw nothing she looked around for her mobile and started frowning slightly as she heard her message service inform her there were no missed calls.
Stopping herself from feeling too sad she remembered it was still the middle of Grissom's shift and would call her or better yet come back the instant he finished.
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Sofia looked at herself in the mirror and smiled after applying some lipstick.
She had been looking for a way to get rid of Sara since she had started working with Grissom and had decided she wanted him.
Sofia laughed as she remembered telling Ecklie her opinion on Sara's conduct and was happy when he agreed that Sara needed to go.
Grabbing her bag as she saw Grissom walk passed she called out to him but he kept walking.
Not wanting to run in her new heals she walked as quickly as she could to the parking lot only to see Grissom driving away.
Getting into her own car she managed to catch up to him but remained at a reasonable distance.
Seeing him park Sofia felt anger rise up in her as he saw him walk into Sara's apartment building.
Thinking he would be out within minutes she found herself watching the clock and was amazed when two hours later she saw him walking out with a huge grin on his face.
Feeling the need to scream Sofia waited for Grissom to drive away before she started driving in the opposite direction back to the lab.
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Walking into the lab Sofia walked into the locker room and was putting away her things when she heard Catherine talking to Ecklie and decided to hide herself so she could eavesdrop.
"Well, Ecklie, she is a brilliant CSI and I would hate for the lab to loose her."
Socked at what she was hearing she waited for them to walk away before heading down the hall and straight into Ecklie's office.
"Sofia, what can I do?", Ecklie asked as he indicated for her to sit down.
Feeling anger again she managed to calm herself down before speaking,
"I have heard a rumor that Sara is staying".
Seeing him nod his head she was about to speak when he spoke again.
"Well, off the record I am not happy but Grissom said he will take full responsibility for her," he told her with a big grin.
Knowing Ecklie hated Grissom and was happy to wait for Sara to screw up again she knew she would have to take matters into her own hands if she was going to have him.
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Walking into Grissom's office to get her assignment for the night Sofia could see his grin and was happy to know that soon it would be for her.
"Hey Gil," she cooed at him.
"Oh Sofia, I was distracted, your with me tonight there was a 419 on the strip."
Smiling back at him she knew this was just the opportunity she needed.
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I hoped you all like and the smut was not too bad! Please give me your thoughts ...