Shinya was very different from his public image, Toshiya mused as he looked at the slender drummer. Not the build or the quiet reserved demeanor of the drummer. But that so many fans of Dir En Grey thought that Shinya was sterner than he was. Toshiya was brought out of thinking from the said drummer moving stealthily around. Toshiya laughed quietly, and no one but he and Die knew THIS side of Shinya. Not even the beloved Leader-sama. Die was sitting on the other couch in the bus; the other two members of the band were out looking for inspiration. (Making out with a fury.) Toshiya grinned as the sleeping Die jolted, getting a lap dance from Shinya is not a bad way to wake up, and he mused as he saw the quick soft smile that the guitarist gave the drummer.
"Shinya…damn." Die groaned as Toshiya watched. Shinya had a very specific personality flaw, though the drummer wasn't very sexual or anything at all like the lewd people he made music with, there were points in time where the certainly seductive and sensual drummer just couldn't control himself. "Ah…Shin."
Die was the first to find this out, having to room during a period, or episode as a shrink would call it, of repressed sexuality, and woke to Shinya kneeling at the side of the bed jerking off while smelling the curve of Die's hip. The incident had certainly scared the man a little and made Shinya nervous to be near Die, worried he would bring the incident up around others in the band, not wanting to stand the jokes or taunts. Toshiya understood this when he found out, certainly knowing he would probably be the primary teaser, as usual.
Again two months later Die had found Shinya in a compromising situation. And as far as Toshiya knew, that was when Die started questioning why it had stopped bothering him. Though Toshiya himself could very well understand the secrecy then the two then worked at. The image of the band was rough edged rock stars, not men who at times couldn't help their hormones in a very homosexual way. Men who actually craved men at times like nicotine weren't completely manly, especially men who looked like Shinya, who has feminine qualities at most times. Most times because Toshiya thought at times Shinya seemed more, alive and vibrant to Toshiya than women. He denfinatly made you question yourself. Toshiya smirked as he watched the two across from him engage in a primal body dance to put it politely. Sex with Shin was different then you think, it was perfect, you hurt in the morning even if you were topping, and Shinya made damn sure you wouldn't forget it, Toshiya himself still had almost claw marks on his shoulders and hip area from the last time that he had been a willing victim.
"Toshiya…" Toshiya heard Shinya whine in a sexual needy way that had Toshiya responding. Toshiya rose with a grace he prided himself on being able to keep while still appearing manly. His asymmetrical dark brown hair was pushed roughly out of his face as he leaned down to the drummer by slender hands that gripped his hair till it hurt sweetly in a show of strength that Toshiya wouldn't find in female companions. "Come play." Shinya almost asked and Toshiya looked at Die, silently asking what the brunette thought, though the drummer was lost to lust and agreed. Toshiya pulled off his tee as the two watched him, slowing their almost brutal pace. Toshiya, stripped and half hard locked the doors of the tour bus and walked into the two welcoming pair of arms, the bassist and Drummers' lean slim bodies contrasting Die's more muscled frame. Though the three would never engage in homosexual acts, anything with Shinya's sexual side involved was something they all looked over. And that worked as they had spent around three years like this.