Anger,Pain, Malice, Contempt
None of these feelings are exempt
In my mind
You will find
All these feelings
I have inside
They say these feelings are not natural
They always have to act so casual
They always act like happy robots
I don't think they understand
This is most what I can't stand
My parents always say I'm crazy
They only make these feelings frenzy
The world is a judge to how I'm feeling
They don't give a damn so I conceal them
I feel like I might I might explode
So on paper I unload
Unload all these feelings I have inside
Even those I cant hide
People act like they understand
But on the inside they don't give give a damn
Even therapists feel the same
To them it's a game
A game for there name
The better they are the more money they want
Tell me if they all do give a care
Why don't you strip them bare
These robots that are always happy
They only make me feel more crappy
They say my feelings are not natural
I guess suicide is quite natural
To take my life is the answer
To give up is a cancer
To all who commit suicide
They only wanted us to hide
How we really feel inside
How we feel
It makes the world seem real
It makes them face reality
They leave the world of the imaginary
Life is hard
It leaves me scarred
These feelings I wish I could discard
To be a happy robot seems fine
To not give a care in the world
I feel the piercings
From every bad feeling
From top to bottom
I ache inside
I cant hide
Im losing my grip
I only want to let it slip
To let it go
Instead I sow
The angry harvest
The lonely artist