i'm Carla Black and im 16 i live with my dad billy black and my big brother jacob black my mum died in a car crash when i was only young.
i look like a typical la push girl brown long hair,brown eyes and tanned skin.i like to chill with my two best friends their names are grace and georgia their the only people who keep my spirts high at the moment,jacob has become huge and really strong and i think his skin is in fire!
Hes being horriable to me and dad just lets him do it,i get so depressed i even get scared when im around him and hes my brother! i know it sounds stupid but...
"CARLA GET YOUR ASS DOWN STAIRS"jacob yelled at me i felt my inside shiver with fear.i lifted myself off my pink bed and went down the stairs to find jake and dad sitting at the kitchen table.i groaned then shuffled over to them "get me a drink"jacob demanded and he being the scared person i was did as he said,i placed in infrount of him.
He looked at the drink and then back at me with a look of descus "whats wrong?"i asked "WHATS WRONG?! What the fuck is that give me pop not water you silly bitch!" i could feel all the pain i had start to boil up inside of me and then it exploded "DO IT YOUR FUCKING SELF,YOU CUNT! IM SICK OF UR SHIT LATELY YOU DESTROYED MY LIFE WITH YOUR MOOD SWINGS!"
Jacob and dad both looked at me with shocked looks on thier breathing was heavy and more anger got into my system and i lost control,
in a blink of a eye a chair was was on the floor in peaces,i could see in jakes eyes that he had realised what a dick he had been,not only was he rude but he would embarrse me infrount of his friends and pick on me at one pount he even threanted to kill me.
And to top it off i had help Grace with her family problems,you see her dad is beating her but she wont tell anyone she loves him to much ans i know she is scared out of her mind so ive got a lot on my plate at the moment,anyway...
"Carla i'm sorry come here"jacob said in a soft voice but as he came closer i stepped back"dont come near me you've done enough damage"i said was spite it came out like enom but i didnt care.i could see the look of upset and sorrow on his face.
i ran past him as tear was let lose i locked my door with shakey hands.i sat in my room for hours just thinking and thinking and more thinking untill my phone started to vibrate on my desk,i flip it up to find a message from Grace.
GRACE-i cant take the beating anymore its all got to much for me i feel like i need to die ti find peace i love with all my heart dont forget me love grace x"
i panacied tears fell to the ground drowning me i chucked my phone across the my room,i swung open my door in fear and sprinted past jake "CARLA!"he shouted after me as i sprinted dpwn the road bear foot as fast as i could i could hear jacob running after me calling my name but i couldnt stop running grace was the only thing on my mind.i pushed myself against the la push wind my hair blowing all over the place but i didnt care.i got to the top of her road "GRACE!" I roared as i ran into her house and up the stairs i pushed and pulled the door to her room i had no choice that to break in so i bashed into the door untill the hinges flew off,a black leather belt around her nek and a chair under her tiny feet kick the chair away was i ran to her i ran under her and tried to hold her feet but it was to late or was it?