Betrayal on the Macroscopic Scale
By: TheShamyShamy with Special Acknowledgment for Take-Me-Away-To-Paradise, my beta reader/ helper
Disclaimer: I do not own Big Bang theory or its characters. This is strictly a work of fan fiction.
Rating: This is rated M for some sexual frankness, language, questionable actions and sexually explicit situations.
Summary: Sheldon has cheated on Amy. Looking for comfort, Amy turns to Stuart. Sheldon is in hell. Amy is looking at Stuart with new eyes. Will the Shamy be resurrected or will the duo forever be apart?
Chapter 1 - Amy Finds Out
Amy thought she was enjoying Girl's Night. They'd all been in a good mood, and she found Raj's new girlfriend Emily to be very smart and entertaining, even though Emily really liked gory movies. She hoped that Raj and Emily stayed together. They seemed well matched and Raj seemed so happy. Maybe not as much as Sheldon and herself, though. Sheldon and the boys had gone to a colleague's bachelor party, and although there might be strippers, Amy didn't think she had to worry about Sheldon. In fact, she felt all the guys were a faithful lot, despite what folks had implied about Howard.
So about midnight, her phone buzzed with a message from Barry Kripke which said: "the truth will make you free, Amy" with a very special video...
Looking at the announcement on her phone, Amy could hear gasps from the other girls. Barry had sent it to them too, and Penny and Bernadette were both angrily phoning their guys. Someone was filming the questionable behavior of the other guys too. Amy felt like she was having one of her bad dreams as she watched Sheldon being very, very intimate with a girl. It looked like it was in some kind of bedroom, and there was (what seemed to be) tons of smoke around them.
Were they having sex? It was hard to see details, and Barry's running commentary was boorish, but yes, that was certainly Sheldon French kissing that girl passionately, touching her back, and her bottom. They were naked, and that movement must mean he is doing something to that girl's breasts. And look how they were moving together! That is definitely sexual intercourse. Sheldon is either ignoring the person who is filming him, or he just didn't care. They are both moaning; Amy started to feel nausea creep into the pit of her stomach, and a sudden wave of dizziness as her chest tightened in pain.
Why that girl?
Amy's thoughts whirled in her head as she held her face in her hands and wanted to cry.
How long has this been going on?
Why not with me, she thought wistfully. Her sadness soon turned to anger, 'why make me feel unattractive all the time! Why cringe when we touch? And why would he say such nasty things at the hint of anything more?' Besides the agony of jealousy and anger, Amy envied all the affection and sexual experience that unknown person was having with Sheldon on the video. She loved him so much, and this is how it was going to end?
What about his ... Love? Was that all a lie just to keep her dangling? A person with integrity would have never claimed he loved her...the sex on the video seemed to go on and on...
Amy wondered if Sheldon had perhaps been playing a game with her all along. Maybe he had just found it funny to say he had fooled the ugly girl. When she thought about it, she remembered how long he had waited with Leonard and the scratchy sweater...
She glanced up at her friends who all were all agape and staring at her. At least none of their men were having sex with another woman. Just Sheldon. Yes, it was still happening on the video. Amy wondered if these people were in on the joke. Maybe Sheldon had been doing this forever... Likely all of them were waiting for this day. The room seemed to take on a darker tone, and things started to look unreal. Amy felt cold inside and out, and looked down at the video again to avoid their stares. She felt shame and anger mingling deep within her. With all her might, she could not lift her eyes. It looked like the people on the video were climaxing. It looked like a dirty movie. The camera zoomed in on Sheldon's face. Oh, he looked so peaceful. He looked so happy. They were embracing, the girl's head on Sheldon,'s shoulder, and him looking out of breath. Making one last comment, Barry made it sound admiring. The scene burned itself in Amy's brain. Virginity meant nothing to Sheldon. Obviously.
She headed murmured sounds, but her blood pounded in her ears too loudly, and she felt Penny, then Bernadette trying to embrace her. They didn't want her to leave? No. These people were all Sheldon's friends. She twisted out of their restraint. She had to run before they could finish the job of destroying her life by pretending to be her friend and then mocking her tears.
"I'm done!" She screamed loudly as she escaped to her car with the little dignity she felt she had left.
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Hope you like this first fanfiction. Please make allowances because I don't write fiction (last thing I wrote was technical). Some of the events were based on real life. Isn't that sad?
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