Disclaimer: The Wotch and any character related are property of Anne Onymous and Robin Ericson.
Warnings: It has slash, shounen-ai, or whatever you want to call it.
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Shades of Grey:
I don't know why I always end loving someone who can't be with me… First, Angelique, who I thought was the love of my life. Now, him…
I don't know if it's just something of the age, or if it's what I am, but I fell in the craziness of the love, and I don't think it is something new… I think I've always felt this for him.
Since the first time I saw him, when we were just kids. His brown hair, his brown eyes, his lustful lips… Since the first moment I saw him, I knew that he will always make my heart beat faster, just with the simple act of appear in the room.
But, for some strange reason, I only have the enough will to say him what I feel for him when I'm transformed into a satyr girl…
I remember every single moment that somebody said something about us… Like the moment in that I was preparing to go on a date with that idiot of Larry and that girl think that he and me were a couple… Or whenever I get trapped with him when Anne has to fight with the bad guys.
Robin, if you could only see how madly in love I am with you, if you could only feel in the same way…
Your gentle hand stroking my hair, your body resting sweetly into mine, your lips moving up and down in my skin, your tongue feeling every part of my mouth… But that should never happen, shouldn't it?
I mean, you're in love with Anne, and that can be seen from here to Uruguay, and, sadly for me, that crush seems to come to stay in your heart for a long time…
I only want to say you how terribly handsome you look when your face shows confusion, hate or joy, how in love I'm with you, and that you say the same… Then, we can come closer, and closer…
I want to probe your sweet lips, to touch your soft skin, to stroke your hair, and to give you all the love that my heart has to you. But that desire of make you mine would never be real. You're never going to kiss me. Not even in your worst nightmares you dream with the possibility of being my lover.
And that's something that I always have to fight, that I know the fact of you're in love with Anne, and the stupid desire of being your only lover until the end of the time.
Why I had to fell I'm love with you? Why I had to fell in love with Robin Ericson?
Deep in my heart I hate Anne for make you apart from me, then I realize that it wasn't Anne… You never felt anything to other boys. You never felt the same way that I fell, and you never going to feel it.
You love Anne; it doesn't matter if she doesn't love you. In the same way, I love you; it doesn't matter if you don't love me.
I love you, Robin Ericson, more than I can possibly say. I will always love you, because the passion that burns in my heart whenever I see you is that kind of fire that never extinguish, it will always be burning.
I know that you don't love me. I know that you never thought about you and me in that way. But, if someday, you learn about my love for you, I only want to do a thing… Kiss your lips, and then let you to do what you want to do, if hate me, love me or just keep being my friend.
But this desire of take you in my arms will never end. At least, I can always dream.
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A/N: Now, that was deep… I hope you enjoyed it!!