There are those moments where you look back and wonder 'How did I get here?' Well in my case I was left out until the very end of my life. I was a goth girl as most of the people around me would call me as, I was a ginger, short and gray eyed girl named Violet or freaked to everyone and myself. I wasn't pretty, I was under average. I was cursed with bad acne and braces that haunted be from 7th grade to freshman year. It was freshman year where I learned friends like to play with you and could careless if you got hit by a bus. It was then when I got into cutting and drugs, also it was when I met Jeremy the only person not to think I was weird. But as time went one he left me too, but for Vicki Donovan the school most famous druggy and sexual partner, so yeah my feelings were crushed. I was again an outsider, just looking in wanting to be apart of what was happening.
Midway through my freshman year my acne cleared up and I got into makeup just to look average and it was the time Stefan Salvatore came crashing into our school, whispers were everywhere but I seemed the only one to notice his off standish persona towards Elena Gilbert, Bonnie Bennett and, Caroline Forbes. They all had a crush on him, but his eyes were only for Elena (Like everyone guys was) and she couldn't be more than happy. He somehow became Mr. Popular, and everyone seemed perfectly fine except Matt Donovan (Vicki's older brother who dated Elena during the summer) he wanted to get to the bottom of Stefan but Elena made sure to be a complete bitch and to tell him Stefan was an alright guy.
Then I ended up bumping into Stefan at the end of a football game, after previously cutting behind the bleachers, I was frightened to see his eyes turn red with dark ugly veins appear underneath them, I ran as fast as I could but I wasn't fast enough and, Stefan easily caught up with me to compel me to forget what I just saw. It worked for a little while, I was up in my room one day reading a book for English when out of now were my memory snapped back, at first I thought it was just a daydream and more of the memory started to come back until it was full. I grabbed my laptop and looked up the news for Mystic Falls, I wasn't surprised to see animal attacks randomly everywhere, I just knew it was him.
I had my plan all set in motion, I was going to confront him at the school dance infront of everyone but my plan was foiled when Vicki caught up with me and had me by my throat. She looked like stefan had but she had what looked like blood on her mouth. What I can remember was that Vicki had almost drained me when stefan had shown up and was made to forget after being fed Stefan's brother Blood, or known as Damon. I went back home and lived my pathetic life as normal. I turned 16 and was finally able to drive, and after getting my driver license I felt free. I even made a new friend named Anna and we became close friends even to the point she told me she was a vampire, by then I wasn't fazed by anything she told me but I was happy to have a friend.
The months after being friend with Anna seemed to fly by as I finally came out of my shell, and even reunited with Jeremy who was way too into Anna who seemed the same for Jeremy. So I was kinda the third wheel but I was told information about the Salvatore brothers and everything else that was going one. It was then when I realised there would be no going back after everything but I was happy to be apart of something. I remembered going to talk to Mr. Saltzman when I bumped into Damon, he didn't seem to remember me but I guess being a vampire you didn't need to care about anyone else. So after talking with Mr. Saltzman and finding out that I was off the hook from my last teacher I happily went home to find Elena, Caroline and Bonnie on my front door step.