So alone, so broken
Why do you keep on living?
Is it for me?
Is it for you?
How do you live like this?
Day after day you just sit there, staring at your reflection with tears in your eyes
You think you're ugly, worthless, stupid
You're none of those things
You're beautiful, kind, amazing
But you'll never listen
You hate yourself
You tell me one day that you want to give up
You want to stop the pain
End your life. It's pretty simple, right?
You're gone
No one cares
Your life didn't mean anything
Well that's where you're wrong
Your life means everything to me
I love you
I tell you this
You just tell me you're too broken
Too broken for love
Too broken for life
And it kills me
Kills me that you can't see how amazing you are
Alone
Broken
Stupid
Worthless
Ugly
Horrible
All the names I hear you call yourself as you sit in front of that mirror
All that stares back at you is a broken man
One who can never be fixed
Ever
Then you ask me
I don't want to say yes
Or no
I don't want to answer
But I have to
"kill me"
You tell me with tears in your eyes
You want to die
You want me to kill you
But I can't
You beg
And beg
And beg
The worse bit
I finally agree
You smile at me
I'm about to kill you and all you can do is smile
You look so happy
Like you're finally getting what you want
"let me die in your arms"
You said
Making me shed a tear
I fulfil your request
Holding you tightly in my arms
You eyes close
As do mine
My eyes open
Yours don't
Your lying in my arms
Just a limp body
I scream your name
That won't bring you back
Nothing will
But you got what you wanted
You no longer have to look into that mirror and see him staring back at you
You're finally free