So, this is my first real fanfic. I wrote this long ago, and I have 2 sequls, the last one not finished but I'm going to combine them with this one, so I decieded to change the charcters into glee ones and make it a glee fanfic. Hope you enjoy, review please! Thankss!

Btw, just thought I would say there are some non glee things, for example, Shelby IS part of this family because I wanted her to be :) and Puck is her little brother, just saying.

Don't like don't hate :P

Chapter 1.

My name is Rachel. I am 15 years old and my birthday is the 23rd of March. Many people think I look like all these celebs, so I will see what you think. I have dark, strong brown eyes and dark brown hair, my hair is long and wavy while shiny. My eye-lashes are quite long; all my friends think I have fake eye-lashes. My lips are curved and are small. So, what do you think?

I woke up this morning, feeling fresh and fine. Maybe because it is Valentines Day! So I went downstairs to have breakfast. No cards. My little brother was down already, he is 9. His name is Puck. He had is toy shark out and making it poke his breakfast cereal. I told him to stop, but all he did is poke me. So I didn't bother. I ate my cereal and got a drink. For some reason, the orange juice was FREZZING. I asked mum (Shelby) what was wrong with the fridge; she said that an engineer guy is coming to fix it. So I had to make do with tap water. After I had finished, I brushed my teeth and got dressed into my hideous school uniform. I bet your thinking 'I bet it isn't that bad', but trust me. It is. The colour is a horrible dark green with knee-length black skirts. The jumper is the green colour and the T-shirt/top is brown. Ha, I told you. Anyway, so I went back downstairs to watch TV until my best friend ever Quinn arrived. When she arrived we set off for our 10 minute walk to school. Quinn is 15 like me, but she is older. By one month, exactly. Her birthday is the 23rd of February! She has blonde hair that shines so much in the summer sun. She has such a nice figure too. Her eyes are Hazel which shines too. Sometimes I wonder how I got such a good friend like Quinn… anyway. So we were walking down my road when she saw her boyfriend Sam. Sam is 16, he has blonde hair like Quinn and Green/Hazel eyes. So we were waking with him too. He was talking about how he is nearly at the right amount of money for his collage fees! Quinn said she is no where near, or something, I kinda blanked out.. ha. So when we finally got to school after the longest 10 minutes of my life, Quinn and I went of to our lockers. I opened my locker and I had one valentine card, but I didn't know who from. Quinn got tons, of course. I'm usually so happy for her, but I felt jealous today. Maybe because she has a boyfriend and I don't, or because she got loads of cards? I don't know, but she is still my best friend. I had to ask her I she knew who this was from. "Quinn, do you recognise this person's handwriting?"

"Let me look" She looked and just stared and the card.

"What?" she turned her head to look at me. She gave me the card and told me to look over it again. Then I realized, it was from Finn Hudson, the cutest guy in our year, who I have liked since I met him! Today's the day, I thought. Then the bell went, and I remembered I had Science with him today! Yay!

In Science I saw him looking at me and he winked at me. Then we had to get into partners. The most amazing thing happened to me! He asked if I could go with him! I said yes of course, and while we were working he asked me out! On a proper date! So in English, where I sit next to Quinn, I told her.

"You're joking! OMG! Yay YAY YAY YAY I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!"

"I know! I can't wait! He is taking me to the cinema tomorrow night"

"I am so happy for you Rachel!" And then of course the bell went. LUNCH! Quinn and I were sitting in our normal places we sit every lunch when Sam came over, and then Finn came! We all sat together, talking.

"I have so many girls come up to me today!" spoke Sam.

"Well lucky you have me" said Quinn.

"Rachel, you know the cinema, what do you want to see?" Finn's sweet soft voice spoke.

"That new movie, umm, Castor!" I said back, I really wanted to see this since the moment it came out.

"OK then." Finn replied. Then out of the blue, he lent in to me and gave me a kiss!

Mum said later that night it was alright to go to the cinema! I thought this was it. My chance to have a good guy, not a bad. I fell asleep so quickly that night, I was too excited. That next morning, I was dancing downstairs, all round the house. Luckily it was a Saturday, which meant I could shop! I rang Quinn up and asked her if she wanted to come and she did. We went to loads of shops, and I found the perfect outfit! Quinn said I looked stunning in it and I was so excited! But when I was trying on the outfit, I saw the meanest girl in our year, Santana. She thought she was the best at everything, literally. In year 7, she tripped me up by the mud pit and I was covered. She walked over to me, with her 'crew' Britanny and Lauren. They started talking loudly about me.

"Britanny, don't you think RACHEL looks fat?" Santana said.

"Yeah totally." Britanny said. Then they laughed and walked off. Quinn told me to ignore them, but I couldn't. It was too hard. So I brought the outfit anyway. Quinn came over to help me with make-up and things for my big night! When the time came, Finn knocked and my door and we set off. I had a great time with him. We kissed again, and when he dropped me home, I wanted to be with him again. I craved him; I craved more and more, until it was uncontrollable. It may sound crazy to you, but it was a problem I had, I started getting so depressed when I wasn't with him.

After a while, my mum was getting worried, so she took me to the doctors not knowing much about Finn, the doctor said to my mum "her mind is just thinking about Finn, she can't concentrate so she goes crazy about him." My mum, replied in a shocked voice, "I can get her to stay away from him for a while? How long?"

"Around 2-3 weeks. Do they go to school together?"

"Yes, and they are in quite a few classes"

"Organise a holiday and take her with, so then she can relax, but if that doesn't work, tell me and i will refer her to a therapist.

"Ok, thank you" With that we left.

That night mum was getting tickets, and 2 days after, holiday.

2 Days after, we were on a plane, but Finn was still on my mind. He was drifting slowly though. It was Mum, Dad, Puck and I. Of course Puck was annoying (as usual) but it was something I had to cope with. When we landed, we were at New York! It was amazing! I was amazed at all the places and the hotel we were staying in, 5 STAR, 1st CLASS! Finn slipped my mind. Mum saw it was working, but wasn't sure what would happen.

In the morning we went shopping (mum and I while Puck and dad went to the cinema), the shops are AMAZING! We went to a great variety of shops, shoes, clothes, make-up and so much more! I never told Finn that we were going on holiday, I thought about him at night, wondering what was happening. But I missed him, everyday, if I was relaxing, he was on my mind. I told mum that I needed to see him, but she wouldn't let him come out or I go back, I was stuck.

One day, Finn text, it said: "where are you? Your car isn't home and you're no-where to be found, everyone's worried, especially me. Love you x" I was crushed. So I replied: "were on holiday, I would have told you, but I didn't see you, mum wouldn't let me. Tell everyone and I hope your ok. Love you too x". I needed him so bad, now even if I was hyper and excited he was on my mind again. The feeling was getting worse. Mum saw this and had a chat with me.

"Sammy, what's wrong with you?"

"Nothing mum." I replied.

"Something's up, is it Finn?"

"No mum! I haven't been thinking about him." I couldn't let her know.

"Well then what's wrong?"

"I miss my friends, because I didn't get enough time to tell them!"

"You will see them soon. It's not like its pain to be with us."

"Mum you don't know what position I'm in. It really is. I need my friends and Finn! It's hard for me. Didn't you get this feeling when you were younger?"

"Course, I was young once. I know it's hard, but you need to deal with it, now go off to bed. You need to relax."

So I stomped off in a big huff. How could she! If you think about it, I live with my friends, I'm always with them. It's and when I'm not with them because my friends and I are so close.

That week was hard, but I knew every second was getting me closer to home, so I put up with my annoying brother, tired dad and enthusiastic mum. Great. As these days went on, It was harder without him, but mum wouldn't let me text him! She said it was for my own good and took away my phone! That was nice wasn't it! My dad doesn't even CARE! He just goes of and watches TV if he isn't with us. And my Puck just annoys me; it really makes my day, worse. We had internet Connection though, and as I brought my iPod secretly, I went on facebook, and Finn was online, we were talking for hours because my mum was shopping with Puck, while dad is watching TV, again! I was also talking to Quinn and loads of other friends from school, but as soon as I heard mum walk in, so I quickly logged off.

This kinda fails in the aspect that in the book I wrote, I just did the first 3 chapters because they are really short, and it has one chapter left, so I'm going to have to find a way to connect them, and I have no idea how to lol, so be warned, the next chapter may be MEGA short.

Disclaimer: I don't own glee, if I did I would make this happen :P

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