Each pump of my heart reverberated inside my skull and it seemed to get louder by the second. The sharp winds caused the dead autumn leaves to circle around me, I felt like Pocahontas.

I laughed at the thought.

"Hey, HEY !" the winds and my heartbeat muted the voice.

"Jesus Christ! What the hell! everyone is looking for you" His voice got louder as he approached me but the squelching of his soaked shoes was what I heard first.

I turned and smiled at him,

"What's up Edward?"

Of course he would be the one to find me. I guess it's true when they say misery loves company but his furrowed eyebrows and pained eyes didn't falter my smile.

"Go home Edward, you're gonna get sick" I warned.

"You're lips are fucking blue Bella" He sighed as he rubbed his face then slowly sat next to me.

He looked down and muttered something the blood in my ears stifled.

"Not a particularly appropriate day to go cliff diving is it?" He asked with a smirk.

"Why? Because I just buried my dad or because it's raining?"

"Mostly the rain, I think it would be appropriate otherwise" He replied. I hated the fact that outwitting him was near impossible.

He sighed again and started to wipe his hair back, the rain made his usually copper hair look black making a stark contrast against his pale skin. He was perfect.

"Come back with me please" any other day then I would have eagerly agreed, but not today.

I reached over and brushed his cheeks, his green eyes glued onto mine as I shook my head.

"I don't know what to do now" I told him, my voice ironically sure and steady.

"That's alright neither do I, we can help each other" He encouraged, I didn't like the tone, it made me feel small like a child again.

"Jump with me Edward" my hand remained on his cold red cheeks, even when he looked down to the water.

The waves crashed violently against the cliff side, the water cloaked the sharp rocks but we both knew they were there.

"Please, jump with me" my heartbeat grew louder and faster, my hand dropped to his chest and found that his matched mine.

"Did you think I would let you jump alone?" He smiled as he grabbed my waist and we simultaneously kicked off the edge.

His strong arms crushed me to his chest and my excited laughter was muffled by the sound of the waves and the ringing in my ears and then nothing.