I remember- a Hunger Games fanfic

by KatnissTrisBella29

A story of the Mellark's first pregnancy, and how Katniss and Peeta deal with it. Katniss also struggles with her emotions, and remembers the people she lost to Snow. A new threat appears, but closer to her heart than Katniss thinks... WARNING: SOME RUDE LANGUAGE. Rated T for the moment... Changed to M for steamy scenes later in story (;

1. Chapter 1

I remember- a Hunger Games Fanfic

Rated T for the moment. See how it goes.

AN

Hey guys, this is KatnissTrisBella here. Ok, this is my first fanfic. I would appreciate reads and reviews! This is about how I imagine Katniss' first pregnancy. (3 years after Mockingjay)

Sorry if anyone finds this chapter a little boring, this is the intro. I promise the story will pick up!

DISCLAIMER: Unfortunately, the Hunger Games is owned by Suzanne Collins, not me :(

Enjoy!

Chapter 1

Katniss POV

Oh no.

It has to be a mistake.

This can't be...

We.. We took precautions...

I cant do this. I can't...

"KATNISS! Honey I'm ho-ooome!"

Peeta. Shit. He cant see me like this. I look terrible. I haven't brushed my hair. My face is red and blotchy. Oh god. And not to mention the fact that I'm still holding the test in my hand...

The positive test. I'm not ready for this. I couldn't even protect Prim. I'm still... Broken, although the doctors say I may never completely heal. That I've been through too much. Peeta is the same.

Snow broke him. Then he tried to break me. But he came back to me in the end. The kind, loving person that I know today. But I know that he and I both have our worse days. We get through them together. Because that's what we do.

Care for each other.

I have to tell him.

"Katniss?"

I suck in a deep breath. "I'm in here."

Peeta walks in and sees me on the floor. "Katniss!"

"Peeta, it's OK, i'm fine."

He crouches down in front of me so I have no choice but to look right into his eyes. Those beautiful, blue eyes. I find myself hoping that our baby has his eyes- then I remember how terrified I am. Tears begin to roll down my face, and I am powerless to stop them. Goddamit Katniss. Bloody hormones are already kicking in. I'm in for a long 9 months.

"Katniss!"

Peeta is getting worried, I can see.

"Katniss... What's that in your hand?"

"N-n-nothing Peeta." I stutter out, trying to hide the test.

"Katniss, please." He thinks I've done something bad. Oh god, he's about to cry.

I take a deep breath and hold it out.

Peeta looks at the test, then at me.

"Oh Katniss..."

"Peeta, it's okay. I just... Wasn't expecting this. We can't exactly do anything about it now", I sigh, wipe my tears and get off the floor. I am immediately enfolded in his embrace.

"But Kat... what do you want?"

I don't know what I want. But I have to make him feel like i'm okay.

So I tell him I am.

But really, i'm being torn apart from from the inside. I ache. Because I miss her. Because I know I couldn't save her. If I couldn't save her, how can I keep a baby safe in this world? Panem- a place that is still reeling from the aftermath of the great war, mourning the soldiers, the tributes, family members, the innocent children killed by Coin's cold heart and Gale's-

Gale. The man that used to be my best friend. He helped keep my whole family alive. But he was the creator of the bomb that killed those children and the rebel medics.

As Peeta tells me that we are OK, we can do this together-

I remember.

Remember her.

Prim.

Ok guys, that was the first chapter. Please read and review, I am completely new to this and quite frankly have no idea what I am doing! Tell me how I can improve. Hope you guys enjoyed that, chapter 1 of I remember. Byeeeeee!