They say so much can change in a short amount of time. But So much can stay the same.
"Rush... Baby."
" shut it mox. Im not!"
" you need to!" Jae whispered. His arms around Sasha.
" rush... Look.. A few sessions. You know the drill. It won't be like last time."
She shook her head. She stared at the people in front of her.
Her brother and best friend together and happy. Roman and a cute tiny little girl aj. Punk and Brock even. And then Dean Ambrose.. Jon Moxley.
A bullshit intervention. Something had changed in her after she left the hospital. Nightmares she had long since forgotten came to play. She was closed off and clingy at the same time. Her moods back and forth.
"Baby girl come here." His soft voice. She looked up and realized she had been crying.
"Make them leave please."
She was a second away from breaking.
He turned to look at her the second the room was empty.
" mox please don't leave me."
"I wouldn't dream of it."
" I fuck. I don't want to go ok? I can't. I know what's wrong. "
"What is it."
She gave him a bag.
"What's this?"
"Pills..I've um been taking to sleep and shit." She shrugged.
"The mood swings?"
" um I stopped taking the prescribed shit."
"Why?"
" because I didn't want to have to be on meds to be normal. And if I take the other ones it's different. And people act different when they find out all the meds they want me to take"
-Jae/Sasha-
"Jae, what do you want to do for our 1 year?"
"Whatever you want to babe."
He smiled kissing her.
" can we stay at home and have a bubble bath?"
He nodded kissing down her jaw to her neck.
-Brock/Punk-
"I feel bad for what we did. She's fucked up man."
"Babe she was fucked up before you."
"And I made that worse." Brock sighed as he held punk in his arms.
-Roman/Aj-
"We could just force her. I mean I know that's not ideal but.." Aj trailed off.
Roman looked up at her face. His hands trailing along her hips.
"I don't know. She was fine until... Seth.. It's not what happened to her... I have to call Dean!"
-Ambrose/Rush-
Dean watched her closely. Her anxiety high. When had it changed?
She was fine at the hospital. Fine right after. Fine after the letter. Seth.
Dean sighed. And everything clicked. Her fear of being left behind. People leaving her because she wasn't normal.
"Hey ro.. No I know why. The letter. Yup. It's people leaving her. Naw I don't think we'll have to. I'll handle this one. Enjoy your night with lee. "
Rush came and sat next to him.
"Mox?"
"Yeah babe?"
" so I was thinking and everything... And like.. We've been together for a while now. And uh... Ah hell mox... I need you. Physically. I need to feel you."
He didn't answer with words just his lips on hers.
Jae sat behind Sasha rubbing the soap on her. The room lit by candles.
"Feels good."
"I'm glad you need to relax sometimes."
She leaned into him. Her body pressed into his.
-Jae/Sasha-
"Jae.. What would you say... If I wanted to take this to the next level?"
"Marriage? "
"Well that's crossed my mind too but no, I was meaning physically. "
Jae was quiet.
"I um. Shit babe. Ok. " he chuckled nervously.
"Why are you nervous?"
"I haven't.."
"You haven't slept with anyone before?"
"No"
"Then let me take care of you."
Jae nodded kissing the back of her neck.