Disclaimer: I do not own Hetalia or the characters.
A/N: Hello and welcome to my first Hetalia fanfiction. This is something that's been on my mind for a while now and I thought that I'd finally make it into a story. It's going to have a lot of drama and romance. Just a forewarning, there is going to be yaoi. So expect lemons later on. Now please enjoy my story and don't forget to review. Thanks!
Warning: Some sexual situations present.
Feliciano walked down the streets of his neighborhood enjoying the beautiful weather. He had orders from his brother Lovino to pick up some fresh fruit and vegetables from the market for tonight's dinner. Even though he ordered him around most of the time, it was nice for him to get out of the house and walk around. Sometimes he would meet new people and make friends. He loved to talk and sometimes people couldn't stand him. But he didn't care.
Feliciano is such a care free person. Many villagers would befriend him easily and he would visit them daily to talk about anything that was of the topic of the day. While the girls of the village would smile at him and blush when he would wave and wink. The young girls loved him because he was handsome, kind, generous, and flirtatious. Many times he would flirt with them and lead them on, but then did nothing about it once they were in his grasp.
It was not that he didn't like girls, it was that he didn't want to get involved with anyone at the moment. Sure he dated around here and there and the relationships would almost always end badly. The girls would either smack him for checking out other women, get mad at him for forgetting their birthday, or cry when he wouldn't stop talking.
His past relationships weren't all that great. He never found his true love just yet. But he was only nineteen years old so he figured it was time to take a break from romance and think of more important things.
Feliciano scanned his eyes on the market stands until something caught his attention. It was the most important thing in his life regardless of love and friendship.
Pasta.
"Ooh that looks so good! How much is that?" Feliciano exclaimed while eyeing the freshly made pasta on the market stand.
"Seven euro." The man behind the stand spoke.
"Okay I'll take it!" Feliciano smiled.
"Uh…how much do you want of it?"
"Twenty of them!"
The man raised an eyebrow at the weirdness of the young man in front of him. "Okay, hold on."
The man prepared the pasta and placed it in a box and then handed it to Feliciano. Feliciano gladly paid the man and then said thank you while walking away.
'Ve! This is so perfect! Tonight I will make the best pasta for Lovi.' Feliciano thought as he trotted the streets heading for his home.
He lived with his older brother for a couple of years now since they both decided to move out of their father's house. It was small, but it was perfect for just the two of them. Just the little dream house he always wanted.
It was great for two people. Just two people and it was amazing while it lasted.
And then Lovino got a boyfriend.
Now the house was crowded because he was living with them now. Feliciano felt strange at first at having to know that his eldest brother was homosexual, but he still loved him and accepted it. He loved his brother more than anything in the whole world. There was nothing that could come between them and he would do anything for him to be happy. Even if he was mad and snapped at him most of the time, he could still tell that he loved him back.
But now the house was way too crowded for three people. There was only one floor and it felt uncomfortable at times. Especially when his boyfriend would get all touchy feely in front of him.
He reached the house and opened the door with his key while holding the box of fresh made pasta in his other arm. As he walked in he closed the door behind him and locked it. Feliciano always got excited whenever he was going to cook pasta because it was his favorite thing. While quickly removing his shoes he started to head over to the kitchen and then something caught him off guard.
When he entered the kitchen all he saw was Lovino lying on the table without a shirt and Antonio lying on top of him kissing him like no tomorrow. Gasps and moans escaped from their mouths causing Feli to blush and stare at them in shock. The pasta in his hands almost gave way, but he quickly caught it and made a little noise while doing so causing the two to stop kissing and look over.
"Ah Feli! Shit get off of me!" Lovino practically pushed Antonio off of him as quickly as possible and went to pick up his shirt putting it on fast. He had a large blush on his face as he stared at his younger brother looking at him in shock. Antonio didn't have much of a reaction and he just stood there and stared.
"Feliciano how come you didn't say anything when you walked in!?" Lovino's face got a deeper red as he tried to fix his hair and pants.
"I, uh, I…" Feliciano tried to speak but he only stuttered.
Lovino noticed that he was in shock and he wanted to smack himself for it. Then his eyes roamed to what his brother was holding in his hands and quickly tried to change the subject.
"What is that?"
Feliciano finally snapped out of it. "W-what?"
"That!" Lovino pointed to what he was holding.
"O-oh! It's pasta. I bought it so that I can make some for us tonight." He gave a nervous laugh.
Lovino smacked his forehead while closing his eyes and sighed. "You forgot again didn't you?"
It took Feli a couple of seconds to figure out what he had meant and then it clicked. "Oh! I'm so sorry Fratello! I totally forgot!" He was starting to get nervous and hoped that his brother didn't freak out on him for forgetting the groceries.
Instead Lovino just sighed. "Ah, whatever. Just make the damn pasta. I'll be in my room." Lovino walked off into the next room leaving Antonio behind.
Antonio had an awkward expression on his face and Feliciano quickly looked away from his gaze and went to start dinner. Antonio stood for a long moment and then spoke.
"I'm, eh, sorry that you had to see that. It wasn't very appropriate for us to be doing something like that so out in the open.."
Feliciano could tell the sincerity in his voice and he just waved it over like it was nothing. "Oh don't be silly. You two love each other. It's only natural, you don't have to worry about me.." Feliciano started to run the water into the pot.
Antonio shuffled his feet in his spot. "No, it was wrong and that is why I have to apologize to you."
Feliciano wondered why this man was being so nice to him despite seeing how Lovino pushed him around all the time and he very well could too. Instead he apologized and he honestly felt a lot better about the situation.
Feliciano turned his head slightly and smiled at the man. "Well then apology accepted! I will call you two when the food is ready ve?"
Antonio gave a small smile and nodded heading off to where Lovino was in his room.
As he walked away, Feli shut the water off and placed the pot on the stove while turning on the flame.
'Such a nice man. My brother is so lucky to have someone like that.'
Dinner went well. All three of them sat at the table and ate in silence. Lovino scarfed down his food as usual and Feliciano and Antonio ate calmly with a content smile on their face. When Lovino was done he sat back in his chair and sighed from being full.
"This was very good Feli."
Feliciano gleamed and smiled at his brother from his nice remark. "Thank you Fratello! I'm glad you liked it."
Antonio nodded in agreement. "Yes this was perfect, thank you."
Feliciano smiled at him too and then he got up and took their plates from the table to be washed. He headed over to the sink and started the water. Lovino got up from the table and stretched.
"Ah, well now I'm tired. I'm going to bed. Goodnight Feli."
Feliciano glanced back at his brother and smiled. "Ve, goodnight!"
Then he turned his attention back to the dishes. He began washing each one with a sponge and soap happily.
'Tonight went well. I am so glad that Lovi wasn't that mad at me for forgetting the groceries. Maybe he likes me better now.' He thought as he scrubbed one dish, rinsed it off and then placed it in the rack to dry.
While standing there he couldn't help but feel strange. Like a presence was behind him. Slowly he looked behind him and saw that Antonio was still sitting there at the table. Now he was confused as to why he didn't follow his brother to their room. It was not his place to ask but he did anyways.
"Antonio why are you sitting all alone? Aren't you going to sleep with Lovi?" He asked with a concerned tone.
"Ah, yes in a little bit. I am just digesting my food."
Feliciano smirked and nodded. "Oh okay then." He finished with the last of the dishes and then dried his hands off on the kitchen towel. He turned around and started to walk past Antonio so he could head to his room for the night.
But before he could leave, Antonio stopped him. "Feliciano?"
He stopped in his tracks and turned around to look at the man. "Yes?"
"Would you mind spending some time with me? I just don't want to be alone right now.."
There was a hint of sadness in his tone of voice and Feliciano couldn't help but feel like something was wrong. But he figured that he could sit for a little with his brother's boyfriend and try to see if he could help. He always loved to help people, especially if they were sad.
"Yes of course." He walked to the table and sat across from Antonio. He examined his facial expression and noticed that he had a frown. "Is there something wrong Antonio?"
"N-no..I mean.." He sighed. "Yes, actually there is."
Feliciano frowned and wondered why he was so sad. Just not too long ago they were all happy and eating together. But he was curious and just sat there waiting for him to speak out and tell him what was wrong.
"It's…Lovino. We haven't been getting along well lately.."
Now Feliciano was confused. Just earlier today he had caught them making out on the kitchen table.
"But…you two were kissing each other before?"
Antonio blushed at the memory of Feliciano catching them in the act before. "Well yes, but I mean besides that…we have a lot of fights recently. And since you are his brother I figured that you could tell me a little more about him and what makes him happy."
Feliciano would have understood and gave him some pointers about his brother. But in all honesty, he really didn't know what made his Fratello happy. He thought long and hard and then it came to him.
"Ah I know! Lovi loves it when you are on time, and bring him the right things, and and I'm pretty sure if you buy him something nice he would love you more!"
Antonio smirked at him and sighed. "Yes Feliciano. I have before. But he seems to be stressed all of the time. I don't understand why."
Feliciano was at a loss of words. He had no idea how their relationship was and what they did together daily. So how was he supposed to give him advice from something he didn't know?
"Antonio..I am sorry but I really do not know how to make Fratello happy. I have tried many times and every once in a while he smiles or acknowledges what I do for him." Feliciano looked down to his hands on the table and frowned. "So..I really don't know what to say. I'm sorry."
There was a long moment of silence and then suddenly Antonio reached his hands out and placed them on top of Feliciano's. Feliciano trailed his eyes to where his hands were on top of his own and then up to his face with a confused expression. Feliciano felt his face getting warmer for some reason.
"It is okay Feli. I understand and thank you for talking with me. I will be going to bed now, goodnight."
With that, Antonio got up from his seat and left for his room.
Feliciano just sat there wondering what just happened. The man had touched him and he didn't know why. Maybe it was a nice gesture? Something men did in Spain? He didn't know.
But what he did know was that it made him feel strange. His face got all hot and he became nervous at the moment his hands touched his. But instead of pondering about something as silly as that, he felt the need to lay down because he was getting sleepy.
He got up from the chair and headed out to his room for the night.
"Fratellino, get over here!" Lovino shouted out for his brother as he noticed that he went off in another direction to talk to some villagers.
"Coming!" Feliciano shouted as he ran back to where his brother was walking.
"Stop messing around Feli, we need to get some groceries and then clean the house later. Enough chit chat with the villagers."
"Yes Lovi." Feliciano stood by his side as they walked together to the market.
The day was cloudy and it looked like it was going to rain. There was some humidity in the air and that was a tell tale sign that it was probably going to rain soon. Feliciano loved the rain. It was so peaceful and nice, especially when it was really warm outside and he wanted to cool off.
Eventually they got to the market and they purchased some items for their house. Lovino walked off to get some house hold necessities and Feliciano went to buy the groceries. Lovino always trusted his brother to buy the food because every time he cooked it came out great. And plus Lovino wasn't much of a cook to begin with. He'd always relied on his boyfriend and brother to feed him.
When they were finished they left the market and then started to walk home. It was already late in the afternoon and dinner time was approaching soon. Feliciano walked ahead a little faster with his groceries in his arms. He wanted to say goodbye to some of his friends by the stores before he left for the day.
After he did so he ran back to his brother and they both walked back to their house in silence.
A couple of blocks before they reached their home, something popped into his mind. It was of last night and the talk he had with Antonio.
Feliciano realized that this might be the best and only time to question his brother about their relationship. Though he might get mad, he didn't care because he didn't want to see Antonio upset anymore.
"Hey Lovi?" He asked hesitantly.
"What?"
"Um…I have a question.."
"What is it?"
"Well…um.."
"Well what is it we don't have all day!"
Feliciano took a deep breath. "It's about Antonio."
Suddenly Feliciano could see that his brothers expression went from annoyed to sad. But then flashed back to annoyed in an instant. "What about him?"
"Last night…um, we talked in the kitchen. He told me that you were upset lately and it is making him upset and I just wanted to sit and listen so that I could help but then I really couldn't help and I could tell he was still sad and then-"
"Stop rambling and get on with it!"
"Okay…are you two getting along together?"
Lovino went silent for a couple of moments making him feel a little uncomfortable. Then he spoke again.
"Yes we are. It's just a lot of things on my mind lately."
"Would you like to talk to me about it?"
"Not really."
Feliciano frowned. "Well if you want to talk I am here you know?"
Lovino sighed as they stopped in front of their front door. They stood there for a moment in silence as Feliciano kept his eyes on his brother's face wondering what he was thinking about.
Then Lovino looked at him in his eyes and spoke. "Can you sleep with me tonight?"
Feliciano was taken aback. The last time they had slept together in the same bed was years ago. "With you? But, but what about Antonio?"
"He won't be back until late tonight. And when he does you can go back to your room."
Feliciano didn't really know what to say to that. But he did know one thing and that was to be there for his Fratello. Despite Antonio coming home later would be strange enough; he thought about it and then realized that it wouldn't be that bad. He had missed sleeping in the same bed with his brother anyways.
Lovino was starting to get impatient. "Well?"
"Ah…Ve! No problem."
Feliciano caught a slight glimpse of a smirk on Lovino's face as he turned the door knob to let them in.
Night fall came and Feliciano was lying down next to his brother in bed. Lovino wanted him to sleep in the same bed for comfort and it was strange because he hardly ever wanted Feliciano around him much anymore. So this new random wanting of closeness was something special to him.
It reminded him of when they were younger and slept together in the same bed. Lovino would still treat him with disrespect, but at the end of the night they would fall asleep in each other's arms. It was something Feliciano enjoyed very much and now since he asked for him to do it again he was ecstatic.
Ever since Antonio had moved in, Lovino became even more distant from Feli. It made him sad but at the same time he was happy for him because he found someone to love. Maybe it was the best for him and that he could relieve some of his stresses. But now he had proof that they were both stressed out with each other. He didn't want their relationship to end because he saw how happy Lovino would get when Antonio was around.
He remembered one time a couple of months ago when Antonio came home and they were eating dinner together. He walked in with a bouquet of roses for Lovino because it was their anniversary. Feliciano remembered the beautiful smile his brother gave along with a blush from the nice gesture. It made Feliciano smile and he would never forget that. That is why he was now determined to get them both back together no matter what. He would leave alone his own needs for now until he was certain that they were happy once again.
Feliciano yawned and moved a little closer to his older brother in bed. He was so warm and he wanted nothing more than to hug him from behind. But that would be weird because they were adults now and also he wouldn't know how Lovino would react to it. Though he did it anyways.
Slowly he reached his arm over his older brother and hugged him firmly from behind. Lovino stirred a little in his sleep and groaned, but then he fell silent again. Feliciano let out the breath he was holding in and started to close his eyes.
It was so comfortable. Hopefully when they awoke the next day that Lovino wouldn't get mad at him for sleeping with him like that. But he needed this. This comfort from his sibling. It made him feel content and at ease. Nothing in the world was better than this. Not girls, not friends, not even pasta.
Feliciano started to drift off to sleep when suddenly he heard the front door close rather loudly. He opened his eyes and tried to listen for who it was. He knew that his brother mentioned before that Antonio would be returning later on that night and that when he did he would go back to his room. But he didn't want to leave and sleep alone just yet. He was way too comfortable.
Then he heard footsteps coming towards his brother's room. Soon he knew he had to remove himself from the bed, but he tried to stay for as long as possible until Antonio came in and kicked him out.
The door opened slowly as he walked in and then closed it from behind. Feliciano felt goose bumps for some reason as he felt the man approaching the bed. He frowned but pretended to sleep so that he wouldn't have to move right away. As the footsteps came closer they stopped right behind him. Feliciano tried to keep his breathing under control as he heard some movement of what sounded like clothes landing on the floor.
Suddenly he felt the bed dip behind him as Antonio eased himself onto the bed and laid down next to him. Then an arm reached over his waist and pulled him close to him. Feliciano couldn't breathe. Antonio was hugging him from behind flush against his body. He could smell alcohol on his breath and now wondered if he was intoxicated and thought that he was Lovino.
It was quiet for a while and he really didn't know what to do. Should he wake his Fratello and let him know that Antonio was home? Or should he tell Antonio that it was him and not Lovino? He was so confused.
Feliciano was starting to get nervous when Antonio moved to whisper in his ear. "Papi I'm sorry. I want to make things better please."
His breath was warm and reeked of some sort of strong liquor. Then before Feliciano could say anything Antonio's hand started to trace down his stomach slowly and started to head downward towards his private area.
Feliciano started to break out in sweet and his breath became fast.
'Oh no oh no, no don't do it. Help Lovi what do I do?!'
His hands were so warm and strong and felt really nice against his body, but this was wrong! He had to stop this and make Antonio realize that it wasn't Lovino that he was touching.
And just before he could protest he felt a hand slip down into his boxer briefs and take hold of his half hardening member. Feliciano let out a pleasured breath. What was wrong with him? Why wasn't he stopping him?
Antonio started to move his hand up and down slowly creating a shiver throughout his body.
'This is wrong. I don't know what to do. He thinks that I'm Lovi!'
Then his hand started moving faster causing Feliciano to accidentally let out a moan.
'No this needs to stop. I need to leave now!'
Feliciano quickly recovered and grabbed his hand to remove it from under his underwear.
The last thing Feliciano wanted to do was to wake his brother and have him angry with him. Instead he got up quickly and practically jumped over the man from the bed and headed for the door.
Before he could leave he heard him call out for him quietly.
"Feliciano? Is that you?"
Feliciano froze in his spot with eyes wide in horror. This man had just mistaken him for his brother and molested him. Not intentionally, but he had touched his private area.
How should he respond? What did he have to say? He could have told Antonio right away that it was him and not Lovino. But he didn't, and he didn't know why.
"Y-yes Antonio. I was going to bed, goodnight." Feliciano shakily reached for the door knob but then was suddenly stopped by a hand on his waist. How did this man sneak behind him so fast? And so quietly?
"Feli…I am so so sorry. I thought you were Lovino. I didn't mean to.." The man breathed into his ear causing a shiver to rise from his body once more. Feliciano couldn't tell what he was feeling, but the closeness of his brother's boyfriend was making him feel on edge.
"It's..okay Antonio. No problem. Let's pretend it never happened okay?" Feliciano spoke quietly because the last thing he wanted was for his brother to wake and find out what happened. Then that would definitely ruin their relationship for good.
"Okay. I'm sorry…I'm not in my right mind right now. I hope you are not mad at me…Goodnight Feli." The hand on his waist was removed and that was his cue to leave the room as fast as he could. He quickly opened the door and closed it behind him as quietly as possible. All the while holding onto his breath as he dashed to his room and closed the door behind him. He leaned against his door and started breathing in sharp pants.
He didn't understand what had happened. One minute he was nice and comfortable lying with his brother in bed and then the next minute he was groped by his brothers boyfriend. He didn't know what to feel at that moment.
The only thing he wanted to do right now was to sleep and forget about whatever had happened in the last five minutes. He laid down in his bed and pulled the covers over himself. He was still shaking from what had happened and hoped to God that Lovino hasn't witnessed any of it. He was praying that Antonio would keep this to himself and not tell Lovino what happened.
But besides all of that, something confused him to no end. Why was he getting turned on by his touch? He should have felt ashamed and disgusted but instead he felt really good.
It scared him. No man has ever touched him before like that and it was different. Girls have touched him before and it had turned him on but this was something totally new. He wasn't homosexual like his brother, but he felt a strange stir of arousal when Antonio's hand grasped around his erection.
He couldn't think of this now though. In fact, he didn't want to think about this ever. Instead he just pulled the covers over his head and closed his eyes tightly waiting for sleep to take over.