Chapter 1
BPOV
The hole I felt punched through my chest always reminded me of Edward . The day he left me alone in the forest all alone how to he crying for him to come back and bring me with him .
Flashback ================================================================================= "Bella , we are leaving Forks ."Edward said .
"Leaving ? Why all of a sudden ? How am I going to explain to Charlie ?"I said , confused .
"Not you , my family and I are leaving Forks . you are staying in Forks ."Edward said .
"Why ? I wanna go with you , take me with you . Forget about Charlie , bring me alone ." I said , I could imagine life without Edward .
"Don't you are not good enough for us . I couldn't even believe I even spent so much time with you , you are so ugly and weak ." He said , coldly .
"w-What ?"I could believe my ears .
"You are not good enough for us . You are really pathetic even for a human , you are just another pet to us even the pets we had before were more pretty and stronger ."Edward said , looking at me digusted.
"Please , I will try to be more strong not weak , please bring me along with you don't leave here all alone . "I pleaded , tears filled my eyes .
"Even if you really become a vampire you will be the ugliest among all . Goodbye Bella ."Edward said , disappearing in a flash .
"Edward ! Edward! Please take me with you , please I begging you please Edward! "I said , sobbing as I tried to chase after him.
============================ ===================================================== Time seem to pass around me fast me fast as I sat there like a zombie . dead . The pain seem to numb myself as time passed and started to numb all my feelings . I felt emotionless , except for the saddness and pain except for the sadness and pain I felt every day . Edward had come to my life and made me felt thing I had never felt before and left me so fast like a flash of lightning took everything and left me empty .
"Bella ? Bella ? Are you still here ?"Charlie asked .
"Yes."I said my voice dead with no emotion .
Charlie had been tiring very hard to bring me out of my shell , he never gave up on me ever since Edward left me . Every night I had nightmares , making me scream feeling all scared and lost to find being waked up by Charlie who woke me up from my nightmares . I never once complained or even gotton angry or upset when I threw a tantrum throwing things around . I wouldn't eat or drink so Charlie would feed me like a baby and I would stare into space for hours and go to school ignoring everyone that approached me . even my clostest friend , Angela .
I suddenly felt that I wanted to do something to make my dad a little happier for all that he had done for me . It wasn't easy for him as I was always independent , looking after Renee and when I was in Phoenix and whwen I move to Forks I looked after him , but all of a sudden it was him taking care of me , tiring to guide me through all of these .
"Dad ? Do you mind if I go over to the resevervation today ? It has been quiet a while since I last saw Jacob ."I asked .
I knew he would be really happy to see me go out and hang out with friends . "So maybe you can take a break and go fishing with Billy over the weekend to get some rest ?"I asked .
I knew that he was hesitating because of me so I said "Don't worry about go and have fun I'll take care of myself ."
"Okay . I'll be back by Sunday."Charlie said .
I drove my truck down to the resevation and things were beganing to look better after that ...
HOPE THAT YOU LIKE IT THIS IS MY FIRDT TIME WRITING A STORY...:)