All my life I've ignored the one that no one sees…
Because I'm just a mask no one really knows me….
Only him…
Because of them I hate myself and want to die…
I fear everyone and everything…
I've become loveless because of them…
Because of them my heart has been broken for the last time…
I've thrown it away…
They hate me…
My family….
The ones I thought to be my friends…
Because of them, I can never trust or love again…
Because of them, I'm loveless and afraid…
Because of them everyone calls me worthless and stupid…
Now because of them I have no friends or family…
Because of them I'm just an empty shell…
Because of them my life's a living Hell…
Because of them today is the day I will no longer feel the pain…
Because of them today's the day I will wipe away the tears...
Because of them today's the day…
Today's the day I end it all…
Today's the day I stop trying to ignore the one on the inside…
Today's the day I will make them go to Hell for what they've done to me….
I'm slowly losing my mind as the sand swirls around me…
My unwanted protector…
It thirsts for blood…
And it shall receive…