A story I just came up with when looking through some fics, so hope you all enjoy this one too, ;)

Dear diary,

Hello and welcome to Sakura Haruno's boring and useless life. The weird and annoying pink haired chick who takes crap from everyone 'cause she can't stand up for herself.

Yeah, that one. Well anyway if anyone bothers to read this at some point in my useless life, and thinks my life's all roses and dandelions, then here is the place to be to get to know me.

First to start off, I'm a loner who has and never had friends. I get tease by everyone in the entire school, I get bashed at home by my father, my mother has ran off somewhere with some rich guy, everyone at school drops all my stuff in the dumpster or on the floor, I've never had a boyfriend and I'm 16 and people like to call me names and bash me.

Yep, life is so awesome right? Just can't wait for the future. If there is one. Arh! I just wish someone would treat me right or even love me! Like c'mon I never done a nasty deed in my whole life!

Its sooooo unfair and depressing I don't know how I've made it this fair through and I don't think I'll be able to survive much longer. My dad's started to drink more and the beatings are getting worse and worse, I'm surprised he hasn't raped me yet! Though I'm waiting silently hoping it won't come to that, still being a virgin after all, what joy!

People at school have already done it with someone and I'm stuck with having no experience in that field of area. Yeah depressing I know, all well at least I'm not a slut like all those girls at my school, now that's depressing. Yeah probably thinking why I'm I talking about this well let me start off with saying this.

I JUST WANT SOMEONE IN THIS GODFORSKANE WORLD TO TREAT ME LIKE I'M SOMEBODY! Is it too much to ask? Just to be accepted.

I didn't think so till Casey Mergred called me some bimbo whore and that I am a retard.

Geeze what did I ever do to her? NOTHING. That's the problem and that's what I have to live for there ain't no one in this world to care or think about me no more, I'm just a pathetic loser and I always will be.

Well, that's the first chapter of my life so I guess I might or might not write later, depending on whether or not I've hung myself yet… Or maybe I should just slit my wrist, all well whatever the case next time will be a whole lot crappier.

Never in peace, Sakura.

Shifting in her seat, she finished her last sentence and dropped the pen aimlessly and stared blankly at the paper.

This is all pointless and stupid. She thought to herself.

She honestly didn't want to do this but it was the only way for her to get her 'emotions' out and 'express her inner feelings', while find a new pointless dilemma in her life and make it even more crappy than what it already is.

It was a safer way though, instead of cutting herself or seemly others, the bitch Casey had said, and risk being beating the shit out of.

Not that she was already used to.

Her dad being a drunken asshole whose life is so messed up that he has to drag his only daughter down too. He is doing a mighty fine job of it, she is being dragged carelessly across the floor, and people like stomping on her.

She doesn't know how or what coursed her to be the main attraction of being treated like shit, and she doesn't know why she deserved to be. She used to be happy and carefree, she got good grades, not that she doesn't' right now, and was always nice and kind to other's including her father, even while he was in his first stages of drinking.

So why is it people treat her as such?

Oh well she knew it was no point in fooling around the topic any longer since she probably won't get an answer any time soon.

Sighing, she turned off her lamp and walked over to where her bed was and just plopped down, not bothering to take off her black jumper and jeans or even pulling the cover over her.

She just laid there in her bed and waited for sleep to overtake her.

Sorry for the short chapter but I just wanted to get this over and done with and posting it, been in my computer for a while and thought to just leave it at that. I was though ordinary making it a one short but it had potentially became a long fic story, so till next time.