I DON'T OWN ANYTHING!

Dear Charlie,

I suppose that I should say sorry, the deepest kind of sorry anyone can say but I cannot bring myself to. You see while you have lost a daughter I have gained one. This is not a letter I can ever send for the safety of my family but I feel I must say this to you in some form.

When Edward brought Bella to us and told us that he loved her we were worried but also glad as well because he bought a light to us that made us realise we had been in the dark for so long. We could not help but fall in love with her to. That's not to say that the worry we felt disappeared. I put the nightmare thoughts of us or something from our world hurting her. There were so many enemies and events that seemed so big, mountains too high to climb. So many things colliding that made it seem that even together we would never overcome the challenges. Unfortunately the nightmare came true and it was all of our own making.

When Jasper attacked Bella on her birthday she understood. She forgave him immediately but we could not forgive ourselves for letting her get into a situation where she could be hurt we had been naive too long. So we left on Edward's urging, not realising that instead of stopping the hurt we broke her. We did not realise that she loved us and needed us as much as we love and needed her. We didn't ever imagine that leaving her would cause us to almost lose her. We left her vulnerable both physically and emotionally and because of that she was in pain and I know this won't make up for things but I will be a pain I will always feel in my heart and I will never make that mistake again. I will never forget that Bella went through so much alone because she thought that we did not care.

She loves you Charlie, so much and you have no idea how much it hurts her to know that she can never talk to you or be seen by you. She will try and hide it of course, her pain but as even though I'm only her mother by love rather than blood I know she will feel your loss in her heart forever. But please know we will take care of her. We have realised the mistakes we made and the pain we cause and all of us not just me will make sure she will never ever think that she is not love and we will let her know every how cherished she is. She will have a family who will do anything for her.

Thank you Charlie, for giving us our star. We will make sure her light never burns out or goes dim again.

Esme Cullen.

Will put the story down as complete but please reveiw and i may continue. thanks

Sam