Disclaimer: I don't own FF8, but I do however own the what's in this.
Special thanks to yaoifantasy for letting me use some of the words from her story entitled Disappointing Loser.
Disappointing Loser
Lost.
Alone in the misery.
Why must I face tomorrow?
Why is there always another day?
Why is there always this pain.
I can't shed it away?
Deep into the depth of me.
My soul.
The essence of my spirit.
Hurt. Fear. Loser.
That's what I am.
A Loser.
I'm so afraid to disappoint you.
Do I make a sorry version
Of whom you thought I'd be?
I know I disappoint you.
I can see it in your eyes.
Deep into the depth of me.
My soul.
The essence of my spirit.
Hurt. Fear. Loser.
That's what I am.
A Loser.
My heart is now broken;
A shattered useless part of me.
I see it in their eyes.
And hear in when I cry.
I know no one wants me.
Take what you want.
Take from me.
Leave me drained.
My heart broken,
Shredded into pieces.
And my soul bleeding its blue tears.
Deep into the depth of me.
My soul.
The essence of my spirit.
Hurt. Fear. Loser.
That's what I am.
A Loser.
Just a disappointing loser.
Just a disappointing loser.
Just a loser.