A light at the End of the Tunnel.

Note: Damon's completely tired of being after Elena knowing that she is and always be in love with Stefan. He couldn't stand it at first, but after five years of roaming across the world, he seems to find a little light at the end of the tunnel.

Disclaimer: fine, fine, I'll say it (sigh)… I DON'T OWN DAMON SALVATORE or any of the other characters that appear on the books.!!! They belong to L.J Smith.!!! Are you happy.??? (sniff, sniff)

Chapter 1

"Why.?", That repeated question was in my mind every time I closed my eyes, every time I breathe, every time I blink, even every time I feed from some miserable human. "Why.?". Why everything had to be like that.?. Why for the first time, I couldn't get something I wanted.? Why everything had to be so hard since I left.? It's not like I'm the kind of person that hides in a corner to cry, but it was just to hard… there were too many questions for the few answers I had.

I feel such a loser (and trust me, it wouldn't be a funny felling if you were me). Felling bad for hurting other people wasn't my thing, but I just knew that if I kept making their lives miserable it wouldn't make any difference, so I left. I left, without leaving any note, any trace… I think they didn't even notice I left, well, that was five years ago so I can't really tell you if they did or not, since I haven't see them since then. Anyway, the past is the past, as much as it hurts. It's funny how something you never cared about could ruin your life in such a few minutes. I always mocked at Stefan, St. Stefan, the good one, the perfect one, the stupid one. And 145 years later he was mocking at me. I mean, he never really did it in front of me but I'm pretty sure he did when he was alone.

I had so much to think about but I didn't want to think about it, I'll just lock it in a box at the bottom of my head and keep it there for the next months.

-Do you want anything else to drink, sir.?- The bartender said as I snapped out of my thoughts. She was a very beautiful girl with deep green eyes, but she wasn't my type. Anyway I haven't feed in days and she seemed interested, so I used my charm to get her even more.

-No, thank you, but I was wondering…would you come with me to take a walk under the moonlight, it's a beautiful night and-

-Yes, I would love to.!- She didn't even let me finished, that was good, at least it was going to be fast.

-Excellent, go get your coat and I'll wait for you at the door ok.?

She giggled and ran after her coat that was hanging in the wall, when she turned around I was already out of the bar. She came after me and I grabbed her arm gently and walked her through the sidewalk of the street, Ukraine can be very beautiful at night.

-So… what's your name, my dear.?- I said to her.

-M-margaret, and yours.?- She said to me, she sounded so nervous, with her blood running so fast through her veins. It was delicious.

-Trust me, it doesn't matter now- Her features changed drastically, now her face wasn't blushed, and her heart was beating faster than ever. She was scared.

And in the blink of an eye her dry body was lifeless in the ground in front of me. It felt so good. Now it was time to leave Ukraine and find some other country to go to, maybe London or Paris, and then I think I'll go back the U.S.A.

A/n: It WILL get better, I swear.!!! I know it's kinda boring, and short, really short, but it'll get better.!! It's my first fanfic sooo… you judge.!! Please review.! Btw: sorry for my English.!! :$