Hi please don't be too harsh on me; it's my first PRDT fanfic.

I watched Trent and Kira, laughing together at the table next to mine. I couldn't help but feel jealous inside. Yes, you caught me; I'm in love with Kira Ford!

I can't tell her how I feel because she loves Trent, she only thinks of me as a friend and a stupid airhead jock.

Trent doesn't deserve her; Kira's beautiful, talented and smart. And Trent's… just Trent.

If I dated Kira it would surely ruin my reputation but I wouldn't care. Kira is so more important than my reputation.

I watch them everyday and all I can think of is Kira, nobody else but Kira. To be honest I only went out with Krista to make Kira jealous but it didn't work.

I admit I am slightly jealous of Trent; he has the girl of my dreams, that's why I'm jealous.

I glanced at the 'happy' couple, she looked so happy. If she's happy I should be happy shouldn't I?

But I'm not; the truth is I felt sad and jealous. If Trent never moved here, Reefside, it would be me that had my arm around her.

And I wouldn't be sitting here feeling jealous. If everything was how I wanted it to be it would be me.

If only life was how you wanted it to be.

I know it was short but I'll make a longer one.