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"Hey Rory I got you a book" Lane said was I walked into Luke's.

"Why" I asked.

"I got it at this book store in New York the guy said that you could only get it there because it wasn't a published book just something one of his employees wrote" She started "he said it was really good and I thought you might want it. That and the name of the author's name surprised me. The owner said not to spread it around though because he was publishing it under a pen name and if we did he wouldn't sell me another book."

"What's the author's name" I asked laughing at her because she hadn't taken a breath through that whole speech.

"See for yourself."

I looked at the book she was now holding up and almost fainted. I grabbed the book and shoved it in Luke's face. I was smiling like an idiot and jumping up and down.

"LOOK WHO GREW UP LOOK WHO GREW UP!" I yelled

"Yeah he told me he wrote a book he also said that it wasn't out yet how'd you get it" he asked.

"The bookstore he works at was selling it… WAIT YOU KNEW!"

"Yeah we've been talking since he went back to school last year he just finished junior college top of his class" Luke said sounding proud.

"That's great you must be so happy for him I know I am'" I said sounding squeaky.

Good he got over me he moved on. Yeah he didn't dwell like you. What's that supposed to mean. You still love him always have always will. That's ridiculous. Oh yeah when was the last time you looked at his picture. Not the point. HAHA!

"There's more but you might want to sit down for this" Luke said sounding a little less proud and a little more worried.

"Luke just tell me what are you afraid I'll fall" I asked sarcastically.

"Yes" he replied without a hint of sarcasm I sat down and he took a deep breath

"He's going to Yale."

"Then why did you convince me to go back" I asked breathing very heavily.

"I didn't want you to throw away your whole future" he replied caringly.

I shook my head and ran out of the diner.

I was ran to the bridge and sat down. I opened the book titled Screw Up and started to read.

'She was perfect I was the exact opposite. She had the best grades and the best life. She was going to go to Harvard and become a reporter. She was going to have the perfect job then the perfect husband and the perfect kids. Her name was like a song Lory Filmore I'm sure she got that and more but sometimes I wish she hadn't. it sound terrible I know but I would give anything to have her sitting next to me but I did what I did best I screwed up.

Lory Filmore. Ring any bells. It sounds like my name. No dip Sherlock. He probably just couldn't think of anything. Or maybe it's based of his and your relationship. Not Possible.

I got up and ran I had to ask Luke what he knew about the book. It was raining and I was crying so hard I couldn't tell which drops were tears and which were rain. I heard a noise and looked up to see a truck coming towards me. I tried to get out of the way but it was too late the truck hit me. I fell to the ground and I heard Luke's voice then everything went blank.

Rory might be a little ooc but if you think about it she kind of has been for a while I mean on the show. Oh and i know Lory Filmore is unbelievebly obvious but I coulsn't think of anything. Please Review