I sit there staring at my sandwhich. It wasn't just a sandwich it had about 10 layers. I wanted to bite it but I couldn't. I had no idea why because usually I was great at this stuff. Y'know eating - it's basically what I do. Maybe be It wasn't just my fault I couldn't eat it. Maybe it was Lilly and Miley joking around. Maybe it was Jakes suggestions. Maybe it was my mum and dad complaining. Maybe it was everyone drooling over the guys with about 1 body fat and the rest bone, skin,internal organs and muscels. Mainly muscels. But maybe just maybe be it was me.
Well yeah you proberly won't understand what I'm on about so I have the feeling I may have to explain this to you. And yeah I have to tell you about it and yeah maybe I feel alittle pathetic but it happens to everyone even though you may not always hear about it. Boys get anarexica too. Boys like me - Oliver Oscar Oken.
Okay so a few mounths back, I was eating a sandwhich simillar to the one I had in front of me now - but that is irrelavant. And Miley and Lilly were making fun of me for eating all the time. Lilly joking poked my belly and called me "Poppenfresh" and Miley giggled saying I could pass for a young version of Uncle Earl (and I've seen Mileys Uncle that was not a good comparison to be made) But I brushed it aside and ate my sandwhich happily.
Later that day I went to talk to Jake - Yep Jake Ryan. And the girls were drooling over his muscles. And I had none. Jake told me to go to the gym. You know he called me something along the lines of weedy or scrany but I assumed he was joking. I do that alot assume, and I'm sure you've all heard by now that assuming makes an ASS out of U and ME. And it did - I suppose.
When I got hom mum and dad were complaing about everything about mylife. My grades were slowing slipping. My manners were bad. I ate too much. Maybe I could eat a little less if everyoens complaining about it. I didn't even know how much I weighed but I didn't really think I've put on much weight but I guess I must of.
I turned on the TV in my room and I think that could of been the final straw on the camels back (talking about camels back there humps are full of fat ironic don't you think). There was a programme on. I have no idea what it was but it made me feel like I had to do something about ym weight and phsyic. It was about wrestlers or football players or some sports people. Well they were basically all muscle and well girls were all over them, ALL over them. And lets just say girls were never all over me. Mainly they were just over me - as in they fancied me and then they got over there crush.
I turned the Tv off and looked in the in the mirror. I was disgusting.
Thats how the disease started off. And now well now it was a differnt story. I weighed 6 stone and still losing weight. But they all laugh at me for having a girl problem.
Yeah I don't know if I'm going to carry it on I just wanted to write it because in the stories it's always about Lilly or Miley getting eating disorders and I just I'd make a point that boys get them too. And I don't think it's a girl disease incase you thought I did because I don't it's just genrelly seen in the media that way don't you think ? (which i do) Also mayte I don't own Hannah Montana which is a shame sometimes I think but then agian I just don't have the time (que the white rabbits)