/This poem is suppose to be angst but also a bit dark. But I'm sorry if Pearl, doesn't sound right at all. I tried my best to make her sound as believable as I could. But please enjoy it and sorry if it's crappy./

To reach above the stars,

I ponder,

What would be different?

If we didn't form that bond,

Your love for all living things,

No matter what they are,

Is still sour in my throat,

And I want your eyes,

Only on me,

To see me only,

I want to thrive for you,

But your touches,

Are only sentimental,

Their not full of what I want,

Them to be about.

He rocked your world,

Above the lyrics that spurs,

Out of his mouth.

To me,

If I had one chance,

I would be the one,

To make you smile,

Like everyday would be our last,

I would caress your face,

And hold you dear,

And tell you,

Oh so sweetly,

That I love you.

But,

I know I have a new mission,

To protect her son from harm,

Though he's a reminder of you,

I will flourish for him,

Because,

It's what left of you,

That I can cling to forever.