"What the hell do you mean? How could you do something so stupid!?" tears were forming a pool in my eyes, daring to fall but I wouldn't let them, not now. "Alice I said I'm sorry, it just kind of happened, I don't know." He was starting to cry now, tears falling down his pale face, blond curls going everywhere, his green eyes now shiny because of the tears.

"You couldn't tell me sooner, you couldn't tell me?" I screamed my knees going week my throat now stinging with hoarseness. "I didn't know how, I didn't know how you would react, I'm sorry." He walked up to me slowly putting his hands on my cheek wiping the tear that had started to fall down my face. I slapped it away finally allowing my tears to fall freely; I wanted him to know how much he hurt me.

"It doesn't matter Jasper, you did it, you need … you need" I couldn't finish my sentence I was now choking on my sops. I had to breathe through my mouth now because my nose was completely stuffed and making wheezy sounds every time I inhaled. "Alice it doesn't have to be this way. We can still be together it was a mistake. A Big one, but I can make it better you and me can go on like"

"Like what!? Like nothing happened like you didn't just break my heart. You can come home every day from work and act like nothing happened?!" I asked the tears now rocketing down my face as I stumbled to the door opening it allowing a cool winter breeze in that nearly froze my face.

"I think not, you need to leave" I said now strong he then started to shake his head back and forth vigorously "No Alice I don't want it to happen like this" he said planting his feet firmly to the ground. "Well it is now get the Fuck out of my house!" I said in a raspy voice no doubt now loosing it due to the sobbing and screaming I had been doing. He then looked at me his green eyes going as soft as his voice when he whispered "Alice." I then looked outside towards his green jeep and back to him looking right in his eyes when I said "NOW!" he then looked at me and left me closing the door behind him.

My knees finally gave up and I fell on my bottom. My back against the door I had just shut him out of. I pulled my knees up to my chest wrapping my arms around them. I rocked back and forth for hours my heart still beating a hundred miles an hour the whole time. Hardly able to stand when I crawled up to our (now my) room and into the bed falling asleep the minute my head hit the pillow.

I dreamed about how things used to be with him before she came in, that horrible slut he had cheated on me with, I imagined what she looked like: giving her bleach blonde hair, ice cold blue eyes that had the power to freeze anything worth being frozen, her lips full and red, nose pointed at the tip like that of a witch. Her body still curved, her boobs bigger then Pamela Anderson and her ass big enough to shock MC hammer, she looked like a greedy spoiled house wrecking slut with her pink Prada bag a chiwawa's head sticking out of it. She was the epiphany of evil, as she was, at least in my dream where she took, took from everyone, her last victim being me , her prize being bigger than anything else, Jasper. She took him from me and was just leaning in to kiss him when I woke up screaming. My black hair matted with sweat.

I got up running to the bathroom to wash myself up, I was running late. It was my first day as a teacher today, a day I have been waiting for since I got out of high school. I would like to say that I am excited but now due to what happened last night I am not, I don't want to go, all I want to do is crawl up in bed under my warm ocean blue blankets and watch all of Jasper and I's favorite movies thinking about how he use to whisper every line in my ears, how we never ended finished the movie, how we always got side tracked with each other.

But this was impossible and I knew it. So I got ready

Anyway. Not really caring what I look like but dressing up anyway, like always. One of the reasons he said he fell in love with me.

But now I don't dress up for him or really me, but for the students who have to spend an hour with me 5 days a week, I would be strong for them, they don't need my bull shit of a life. Simple as that.

I than went out into the kitchen grabbing a granola bar that would hopefully sate my growling stomach, I didn't have time for much else. And ran out to my car, my yellow 911 turbo Porsche, and my one prized possession. A gift given to me by my mother and father for graduating high school with honors to one of the most knowledgeable universities out there. And heading out to the school I would be teaching at: Forks high.

Driving there didn't take long; the school wasn't far from where I lived. It was outlined by one single sign that pointed to a turn in on a highway which led to the place. Still though I didn't take long to get there the place was already filled with cars and groups of students who may or may not become my students. So I turned and parked in one of the available spot getting out of the car to meet a lot of stares coming from a majority of the people who were there. I smiled shyly and walked in to the building and into my class, to find that it already had a student sitting in it………………………………………………………………….

Kay so im sorry for the cliff hanger but I wanted to end it there so I could just get a starting chapter, lol I hope its not to short, I also hope you like it, and don't think it sucks though if you think it does don't be afraid to tell me I want to know what you think .