Honestly, I love school. It's nice. There are people everywhere and while some are not as nice as others you can easily avoid the ones you don't like. Or distract them so they don't realize that they are supposed to hate you and you can get away.

In the beginning it was weird because everyone in God Squad spoke about how angry they were at some people called Warblers. I had no idea what it was about until Mercedes told me that some weeks before I had arrived their other club, New Directions, and those Warblers had had a dance off with someone called MJ and it had ended with a guy called Blaine taking a slushie in the face from a guy called Sebastian who apparently liked him and didn't like his friend called Kurt and the slushie was meant for Kurt but Blaine had thrown himself in the way for it and had gotten really hurt. Something about rock salt in it and him hurting his cornea.

I like God Squad, they are nice and let me walk around without my shoes like I'm used to. We sang songs to other people about love and it was totally awesome. Well, there was this weird girl who came up and asked us to do a song for her girlfriend, and we had a talk about in the club. I also found out that Blaine was Kurt's boyfriend and it felt sorta weird, you know?

I mean, my mom has been my best friend for as long as I can remember and now I have three other friends and I would really like to become their friend's friend too. I have just never met a gay person before and it was a shock. But hey, as long as it's love it's love right? If they are happy together that's all that matters.

The girl who wanted the song for her girlfriend was really happy when we sang at the Sugar Shack. I felt really happy too, because making people happy is nice and really isn't that what God Squad should do?

Blaine came to the party too, and that was really nice because Kurt was looking really upset and he just shone up when Blaine came in and that was nice. Blaine could sing too, which is also nice.

Well, last week this kid that had gone to the school last year tried to commit suicide because people were making fun of him for being gay. We were sitting in the room talking about wheat we should do when Kurt came in crying about how it was his fault that the guy had tried to commit suicide. I really want to hug him and make it stop, but I wasn't sure how he would react to that.

Really, I was just trying to figure out why anyone would do something like that. Why you would end something as beautiful as life. I guess I don't know much about the world seeing as how I have been homeschooled and everything.

My friends won a big competition too, with songs devoted to Dave, and they were really, really good. I was happy for them. I think I should join that club too, because it seems really fun and I might be able to help people there with their problems and maybe they can help understand the world a bit more.

Also, there's this really nice kid there, his name is Rory and I don't really understand what he's saying all the time, but he's a great singer and when he sings you can really hear him. It's cool. I'd like to know him better. I want to know everyone better right now, but he's my first goal.

Anyway, that's all I got to say for tonight and I'm glad you listened. I rarely ask for anything, but I really want that kid in the hospital to get better. If you could do that, it would be totally awesome, man.

Amen.

Joe smiled to himself as he rose from his knees and lay down in his bed. He gave a content sigh and let himself fall asleep.