This is my first ever fan fiction, i love to read but i thought i would try my hand at writing one. seeing as i had this idea. hope you like it.

I could hear the birds singing their beautiful songs all around me, the trees swishing in the wind as though the are telling secrets to one another. Feeling the heat radiating down onto me from the beautiful reddish yellow ball of fire in the sky. The feel the grass brushing slowly across my skin as I laid upon the grass in the forest, I could feel a tingeing sensation on my right hand, a feeling I couldn't quiet put a name to. I tried to turn my head to look but it wouldn't move. I was a statue, in the place that held only great memories to me.

"Miss" I herd a distant voice call, "miss we're here."

I was knocked out of my daydream with a start, looking around I realized we was indeed at la push. I rose from my seat and gathered my bags together as I got out of the cab. The cab driver was getting my luggage out of the trunk as I got my money together to pay him. Looking around I couldn't believe how much this place hadn't changed. It had been 2years since the day I had moved away from here. As happy as I thought I would be on this day, I was wrong. Going back to forks was going to be a lot harder then I could ever have imagined. Even standing here at le push was harder then I thought. I was so happy about seeing everyone but I just couldn't bring myself to move. I couldn't hear the cab moving behind me, I turned around and the cab was already gone, I had no money in my hand, realizing I must of already paid I just stood there, staring at the tree house in the distance.

Flashback

"Bella, your aunt is here to pick you up" I could hear Billy shouting to me. "Bella where are you"

I was in the tree house, laying in Jacobs arms hiding from the rest of the world. I didn't want to leave, I couldn't leave, this was all I knew. Jacob was rubbing small circles on my back and singing a song in my ear.

"Well I guess this is goodbye Jake" I mumbled so low I didn't even think he could hear me, but I knew he did when he pulled me in tighter. Jake was a year younger then me but he had the body and strength of a fully grown man. "I will never forget you."

"No Bella you wont, not even if you wanted to," Jake said with only a hint of anger in this voice "stop saying things like that, its not goodbye, I will come and see you in a month or two, I promised you that didn't I. " he said spinning me around to look into my eyes.

"yes" was all I could master.

"Bella, Jake, I know your in that tree house, now get down here now before I go get Sam to come and get you" we herd Billy yell again.

Knowing we had to go, I kissed Jake tenderly on the lips before pulling him into one last hug and climbing down to where Billy was sitting in his wheel chair.

"Bella don't be sad honey, you know your always welcome to come back and stay." Billy said with sorrow in his voice, "your always be part of our family, we will always miss you and never forget you, but your cab is here and your aunt is in a hurry to get back or you will miss your flight"

I could feel the tears in my eyes threatening to fall as Jake put his arm around me and started walking me towards my aunt who was standing next to the cab. I couldn't believe I really had to leave, I didn't know how I was going to survive outside of this quaint little town. This was all I knew, the only place I had ever been. How could my parents leave me in this situation all by myself. Without even leaving me with Billy and the rest of my family down in le push, I was being flown away to the other side of the country. I felt anger towards my parents for being selfish enough to go on a second honeymoon, risking our family to go someplace exotic. Now I was going to be all alone, with only my aunt who I had only met twice in my 16years of life. As I thought those terrible things, I felt the tears fall from my eyes, how selfish could I be to think that my parents knew this would happen, they would never have left if they had known that the wouldn't of returned. I could see my aunt had already got into the cab, so I turned to give the best smile I could manage and waved to everyone who was waiting to see me off. There was Billy and his wife Sue in front, then I could see Sam, Emily, Quill, Embery, Leah, Seth and all the other la push family's standing in the clearing.

"Bye Jake" I said as I wiggled out of his arms and jumped into the cab before I could even get a reply. I began to sob badly as we pulled away, my head between my legs and my eyes tightly shut. My life was falling apart and there wasn't one thing in this world I could do about it.

End Flashback

"Bella, Wow is that you" I hurd loudly before I felt the ground disappear from under my feet and the air swooshing around me as I was spun in a circle "I cant believe your actually back, I've missed you so much, I have so much planned, oh I have a present for you…"

"Jake breathe," I shouted as I realized he had started to go red from talking so much, " I'm back calm down you have the rest of my life to attack me with your hugs and words." I ended with a giggle. Taking a step back I looked my best friend up and down, WOW was all I could think, standing in front of me was Jake, but not 15year old Jake, oh no, he was a man now, even at 17 you couldn't of denied he was a man. He had gotten even bigger, I didn't even think that was possible, his hair was cut short and spiked up from his head. His Big puppy dog eye were bearing into my soul as I was almost checking him out. I had to sigh as he pulled me back into a hug. It was good to be home. However many hard memories there was for me here I knew I could make it through with Jake by my side. He was so good to me, he was my best friend. He was the only person I could stand to be around after the incident. He was with me when I found out and didn't leave me until I had to leave. He sat by my side every night, cuddling me, telling me how one day it would be aright, letting my cry on his shoulder. He was my lifeline.

"I'm sorry bells, you know what you do to me. Its been way to long," he directed me towards the house as he spoke. "Dad, Bella's here" he shouted.

"Welcome back Bella" Billy said with a Huge smile on his face as he wheeled himself out of the door. "its so good to see you. Well come on in," he gestured inside " lets have some food, sue is cooking. And then after you have relaxed, Jake can take you up to the house, we have the key still."

I knew he was talking about my old house, the one I lived in with my parents, after the incident I was sure it would be sold to someone else, but apparently my parents had left a will and the house already being paid for was now mine, along with a trust fund of $50,000. And today being my 18th birthday I could finally move back, and nobody could stop me.

Ok so please review and dont be afraid to tell me how u really feel. im really excited to hear what other people think. rr im scared lol!! but i think i done ok. let me no!