Why him? Why did it have to be him? Why hadn't they realised he was the za'tarc?
She would never be able to see his smile again or hold him. She would never be able to tell him how much she loved him.
Why hadn't she not just told him how she felt, embraced it, get it out in the open?
Now she would never get the chance. The constant thoughts of what could have been, what might have been and his expression of helplessness as she had fired that fatal shot, now plaguing her nightmares.
Why Martouf? Why him?