I let out an annoyed growl as I drove with my adoptive sister and her vampire boyfriend , I could feel the familiar feeling of dread flow through me. I kept my mind blank as a canvas.
It had been a year since Bella fell in love with Edward and of course thrown me into the life as well, I never had my life at stake because of my stand alone persona. I was adopted by Charlie when my parents died in a gruesome murder, I knew it was going to happen I don't know how but I just knew.
I remember begging my mother to stop and don't go into the house where the murder laid in wait, when my mother went inside I could only stand there and let my fear consume me so much that I could only hide and cry like a newborn babe.
After the deed was done I was picked up by Charlie and then soon adopted, I loved Charlie but he never would take the place of my father who died after my mother while trying to protect her already lifeless body.
I forced the pain down and I could make out my father trying to hold my mother while defending himself, I saw Edward shudder I knew he could read my mind and I never liked it so I started to sing in my head 'I am a barbie girl' as loud as I could in my head.
After that Bella came to live with us and it was cool having a sister I never had that experience, But the kind of people she attracted dear god was the most shocking thing in the world.
But as I always did I just kept a blank face and made sure I would have a good relationship with Bella even if I had to be in a house full of vamps. It be personal I loved them especially Jasper and Rosalie, I can still remember today as Alice announced the Party and the sinking bad feeling was so powerful even Jasper raised an eyebrow.
"Come on"Said Bella as she got out with Edward, I shuffled out of the Volvo my short black dress riding up as Emmett came from the forest and let out a whistle.
I blushed and yanked it back down and glared at Emmet who laughed "Relax Vi"he said while keeping that big bear grin, I sighed and slammed the door making Edward flinch. He looked at me and I smiled my best Honey coated one ever, We walked inside and got a hug by Esme.
"Hello Girls"said Carlisle as he made his way down, I nodded as Bella got that happy smile. I tried my best to relax so Jasper would quit staring at me, I looked at Alice who was acting funny she usually is all love dove Jasper but right now she is keeping her distance.
I sighed Maybe this bad feeling was messing with my observation skills, "Lets start opening presents"Said Alice as she danced her way around the room and picked up a few gifts.
I shifted uncomfortably as I watched her shake a gift which no sound as heard "I already installed it, it was time that old rust bucket got a descent radio"Said Emmett who got a slight pathetic Bella glare and a "Don't diss the truck."And with that nothing.
I couldn't understand Bellas new obsession with being older and wanting to be changed at a young age, I guess so she could not be claimed as a cougar Edward looked at me his eyebrows raised I shrugged a smirk making its way on my lips, I loved fucking with Edward it was soo much fun!
I let out a gasp as I got a wave of the bad feeling as bella picked up the small packge "Go on"Said Alice, "Why don't I open that Bells and you can get the rest of your persents"I said as she frowned and Alice took over "I think she can open a gift herself Violet"She said.
I held my breath as Bella slid her finger across the paper, I could smell the blood rise as I turned at Jasper who was moving to her "Jasper!"I yelled as I mentally focus him back.
He let out growl as I stood my ground I heard crash as I look away to see Bella on the table, My force broke as Jasper was held back by Carlisle and Emmet. I saw the blood dripping down her arm, I felt my anger get the best of me and I walked up to Edward who was staring ashamed of how he reacted.
I picked up the nearist thing and hit him with it, It was a black vase when it made contact it shaderd. it made no diffrence as Edward frowned as Jasper ran out of the window, I heard Alice growl and let out a not again and fallowed him.
I glared at Edward and focused all of my anger at him, I threw it at him making him take a step back "Violet."Said Bella who was being helped by Carlisle. "What."I growled as She put a hand on my shoulder "Its not his fault, I should have noticed you knew it would happen"She said as everyone looked at me.
I just growled and stomped away I was too tired of any one believing my powers which clearly works, I growled and started my walk back to the house where I heard a conversation from the woods.
It sounded like Jasper and Alice, I frowned and walked up to the spot pressing my body as close as I could to the pine tree that would most and likely kinda hide my sent "I can't do this anymore Jasper"Said Alice she sounded like she would start crying but I knew that she wouldn't.
"It was an accident! I jus..."Said Jasper as he paused I froze did they smell me? "No Jasper, I want you to go...I have already signed the papers"Said Alice her voice was so...confusing.
It was like she was fighting between herself and another person, "A...Are you serious?"Asked Jasper his voice clearly shown the pain that the small pixie was putting him through "Yes...I cannot let you hurt Edward's mate, I...Just leave"She said as I heard her drift away.
I fought with my inner run emotion as I approached Jasper who was on the forest floor his hands covering his face, "Why don't you just run, Violet"He said his Southern accent was predominate in his speech and to be honest it made me a little weak in the knees.
I ignored his question until I was kneeling in-front of him "long ago...I promised myself never to run" I answered and I placed a hand on Jasper's shoulder, I pushed my feelings of calm and concern to him.
"i don't need your pitty."He said as he pushed my hand away making me fall back on my butt, I growled "It wasn't pitty jasper! I am concerned for you"I said as I picked my self back onto my knees.
I almost ended up back on my but as I got a hit of Jasper's emotions Anger, Confusion, fear, guilt and the feeling of being lonely. I knew that being this close to Jasper right now was danger enough but...I couldn't let him think that...I don't know why I want to be there for Jasper but it hurt me to see well hear what went on with Alice.
I placed a hand on his and lightly moved it away only because he allowed me, then I pulled the other one away, I smiled as I placed a hand on his cool cheek and brought his face to look at me, "You not alone right now...I might not know a lot about vampires and such bump in the night creatures but I do know that you are not alone."I said
A small smile appeared on his face, it made me feel happy and give him a smile that I never use around the Cullens...
Jaspers POV
I couldn't believe I had lost control and with Bella of all people, I growled as I hit the tree fighting the burning sensation in the back of my throat. "Damn it"I cursed as I fought back the hunger that made me have the deadly name of Major, "Jasper?"Called out Alice I was too ashamed to look at her.
She had anger waves floating off of her "Look at me!"She said as she roughly pulled me to look at her, Alice was never this...violent.
"I can't do this anymore, Jasper"She said as I felt my heart well dead heart break "It was an accident, I jus..."I was stopped by her hand on my lips, "No Jasper, I want you to go...I have already signed the papers."She said I could feel grief roll off of her now but how could she be feeling that way when she is the one doing this!
"A...Are you serious?"I asked my voice was thin, Alice kept the small frown as she back up a step "Yes...I cannot let you hurt Edward's mate...I...just leave"She said as I watched her walked away her movements were as silent as the wind which she always looked like she was dancing upon.
I fell to the ground and placed my hands to cover my face, How could Alice do this! I heard someone come towards me and the calming air of Violet engulf me. I could make hints of fear "Why don't you just run, Violet"I said bitterly as she didn't pause in her way to me, I could here her heart beat and the smell of violets.
I felt calm but I knew it was her feeling not mine I was just stealing them for a temporary fix. "Long ago...I promised myself never to run"She said her voice was like hearing bells but a deeper voice than Alice it was more soothing. I felt her place a hand on my shoulder, I soon felt a push of concern and calm envelope me like a strong hug.
I slpped her hand away "I don't need your pitty"I said as I heard her let out a small grunt as her butt hit the floor of the forest, She let out a growl and a wave of Anger hit me than quickly vanished leaving behind the calm.
I was able to keep in my emotions until she growled out "It isn't pity Jasper! I am concerned for you!" I let out all of my feeling in one wave all of the guilt, anger, fear, and confusion in one slap.
she let out a gasp, a part of me was impressed that she was able to withstand such a wave.I knew from the start Violet was not a normal girl nor Bellas biological sister, I could feel her heart speed up a little as I felt her small soft hands touch my cold scarred hand. She gave it a light push and I let her move my hand from my face, She did the same with the other.
A soft hand brought my face up to her, my breath stopped she had deep golden eyes and a small smile on her full lips. "Your not alone right now..."She said I could have argued but she then continues as if she known what I was going to say " I might not know a lot about Vampires and such bump in the night creatures but i do know that you are not alone."she said.
I felt my face move in a small smile, Violet noticed and her smiled deepen it was like someone turned on a bright light. Her happiness filled me with such force that I stood up, She fallowed me up as she had a smile on her face.
It was never the smile that she used around Edward or anyone else it was pure and not a lick of evil in it. I didn't know what came over her but soon I felt her arms wrap around my neck and pull me into a hug.
Violets Pov-
I couldn't help but pull Jasper into a hug, I known that it wasn't the smartest thing to do after the Bella escapades but I had to. I blushed as he wrapped he arms around the small of my back bringing me closer, My heart was doing flips in my chest and my hormones where screaming.
I relaxed and laid my head on his shoulder, I would see Bella do this and I use to think it was uncomfortable cause of the whole I am like marble but with jasper it was so relaxing and like a firm pillow instead of a marble table top.
Crap...did I just compare Jasper to a table top? I looked at Jasper, his eyes where dark but I could feel that he was in control "I am going back to my old life, the way I use to be"He said as he kept a firm hold still on my waist.
"I would...But not the whole bitey bitey nibble nibble on humans thing"I said as he had a smirk on his face that was unlike the Jasper Hale I had watched, it was sexy.
"Hm...I guess I could"He said like he was pondering it, I rolled my eyes "haha"I said as he had a bigger smirk than before. I frowned "Where will you go now?"I asked as he pulled me into a hug again "I will probably stay with Peter and his mate...they are in outside New Orleans"He said I couldn't help but feel kinda sad about that.
He patted my head and pulled away from me, I looked at him he was so different even now he was changing into the old Jasper who ever it was. "I have to go."He said as he looked like he was bit in the butt to get moving.
I nodded the fake blank mask sliding back in place "Be careful don't talk to strangers..I would hate for you to be kidnapped"I said dryly as he nodded "I will...don't do anything stupid that might get you...hurt"He said I nodded.
Than Jasper Hale left...And I knew he was never going to come back...
