Disclaimer: I don't own anything, it all belongs to Stephenie Meyer. Just so you know.
"Do not do this, Edward." Her voice came from behind me, and I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Don't. You don't know what you're loosing! If you think she's going to be fine, you are so wrong!"
Alices voice was harsher than Esme's. It pained, to see in her thoughts what Bella would be like.
"You're the one who's wrong here, Alice. She's going to be perfectly safe. Maybe even relieved," I said, trying to convince myself as much as her.
"Edward, honey. Let's sit down for a minute, to talk it trough," Esme said. She sobbed without tears.
How selfish she is, I heard someone think. Why should we have to move because of her? It's idiocy! It's out home as much as hers. I turned quickly around to the guilty one.
"Rosalie, you may say your thoughts out loud," I told her. She shrugged, and I saw Emmett look curious at her.
"Well…" she paused for a minute. "I just thought that it's very unfair. She's the new in town. If someone should leave, it must be her."
Esme and Carlisle looked at each other, before looking at Rosalie. They looked disappointed.
"Rose," Carlisle said calmly. "This is Bella's home now. We can't chase her to the other side of world, whatever the reason is."
"But it's our home as much as hers," Rosalie discussed. I began really feel annoyed by her now. That selfish little…"Just stop it, babe," Emmett interrupted my thoughts.
"Yeah. Shut it, Rosalie!" Alice agreed.
Rosalie's looked like it could've been red if that was possible. Not caused by embarrassment, but anger.
The anger was in me too, but not much. I was still in shock, even after two days. It had happened. I'd set my lovely Bella in danger.
"Rosalie. We're all leaving. Of course we can't force you, but that's a choice you will have to make."
Rosalie just sighed, and sat down. I knew she wouldn't complain anymore, we'd won.
"Listen, Edward. There's no word for how sorry I am for this. And not just sorry, but disappointed over myself as well," Jasper whispered. His eyes begged me to forgive him, and so did his thoughts.
"Jasper, don't blame yourself," Alice and I both said. It was not his fault, really not. I'd sort of expected it from the very beginning, that I would hurt her in a way. But this was hadn't been as expected, that one of my family would do it…
"How can I not? I lost control. After so many years with animal blood, I wasn't able to control myself. How's that supposed to be forgivable?"
Alice and I had no answer. I just knew that what I was about to do now, that wasn't forgivable.
I hadn't been with Bella even a year, and already now she'd been in danger 'caused by me. How could I ever forgive myself?
Authors note:
Okay, this is my first FanFiction. Hope you'll be nice with me. I'm hoping anyone will read. I don't know if I'm all happy with it myself, but practice makes perfect as they says. ;)