Anali, I Love You
Is it every little girls dream to grow up and marry a gorgeous prince and live happily ever after? Why is that?
Maybe it's because we in our hearts yearn to love and be loved, accept and be accepted.
Maybe, just maybe we think it's possible to live happily after with no sadness, misery, with never a care in the world. But our dreams our just that; dreams. No one can escape the misery that life brings, nothing can protect us from the claws of darkness.
Even from the moment when your lips touched mine, i was aware of the darkness bearing down upon us. From the moment i stared into your soft blue eyes and saw that you loved me i became afraid of the future. And though i felt safe within your strong arms i felt as though the whole world was looking at me, watching me, judging me. Maybe it was because i knew you were different in ways i didn't think were possible? And the way you brushed your palm across my cheek made me shiver when i felt the ridge of the mouth that lay there...just one of the secrets that you had. And no i wasn't disgusted by your palms, nor was i disgusted knowing you had a further mouth on your chest...you never let me see that, and i knew you were ashamed because i could see the shame written across your face, hidden deep within your eyes. I wish i could have stopped you from feeling shame...before...before the accident. I wish i could hear your sweet voice once more before i die. Once more, just once more i wish i could hear you whisper in my ear as you held me close before we fell into the clutches of sleep, 'Anali...Anali, i love you"