So now you're standing at the world's end
Holding the stained key to destruction in your hand
Laughing because you've got nothing left
And you think yourself the victor of this insane struggle
Because your enemies grovel at your blood-soaked feet
And in a breath, it will all be yours
But remember what life was like before you pulled the trigger
When you were a child, when the world was still bright
When you ran through fields with your brother
Laughing, grinning as radiant as the sun
And believing that one day, you would own the world
But then it all came crashing down all around you
The fall that we watched from every corner of the universe
Thudding to your knees, howling like a wolf forlorn
Because you finally saw the monster inside
And knew all your efforts were for naught
You scream like a lost child
Saying that you're wronged, that nothing will ever be just
And that all you can do now is insist that you're right
And play conqueror as the cities around you burn down
Because when you realize that you're in the wrong, what else can you do
But play to all their expectations?
I feel your pain as I watch you hide your agony behind a bitter smile
I've been where you were, lashing out, sending invisible knives flying
Because I knew that something was wrong inside
I knew my blood beat out of time with that of everyone else
And that nothing could ever be right, the same way it was
For the people around me who didn't know the truth
But when I see you laughing, scarred, burned, seemingly triumphant
I don't want to stand by you and join in your misguided mirth
I want to shake you, slap you, do whatever it takes you to wake up
Because you're obviously comatose and your pulse has stopped
And nothing can ever revive you, it seems
Before you press the button to end it all
Think again, because with the death of your foes
Comes the death of you and all you stood for
You say that nobody will ever understand
But how can you ever make that claim
When you push everyone you've loved away
Because of the mistakes of the few?
Misguided love and family sins
Can do much to wear on anyone's soul
But know that they know not
Of your hidden wounds
And when you try to tell them
With your tantrums and fits and schemes
All they see is the monster you said you weren't
And is that really what you wanted all this time?
So as you stand, watching the world burn
Believing that the world despises you evermore
Search for redemption again in the places you didn't see before
And if you still see no reason to go on
Because you think that you've used up your last drop
Of perseverance, effort, and empathy
Then go ahead and pull the plug
And drown millions along with yourself
In your tears of misery
But if, in another time
You wonder who that madman was
Who thought to take the universe with him
And why he didn't take the hand of any savior he had
Then only you can answer that
And figure out whether you feel any regret
So go ahead, pull the plug
And take down millions who did nothing, along with you
But before you ruin everything you ever had
Think again, and look around
And wonder as you see all the destruction you've caused
And realize that there are people like you
Who love you for you and weep when you raise your dagger
Knowing the emotions behind it and knowing, too,
That no salvation can come for a soul who's decided that he's the devil
And didn't even think to save himself
Not from others, but from him.
