Title: These lines between hate and love.
Summary: Have you ever heard the saying 'there's a thin line between hate and love'? Yeah me to. I never understood it though… until now. (Sorry I suck at summary's). KyoxYuki don't like, don't read.
Warning: Shounen-ai, if you don't like this I suggest you make your way out of here. Also there could be a bit OC in this story.
Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits basket, if I would I wouldn't be writhing this.
Authors note: Well this is my first story I do in the Fruits Basket aria, so please don't be to hard on me. I also apologize for my bad grammar, English isn't my mother language. So enjoy the story .
Keys:
"talking"
'thinking'
Chapter 01: The school play
Have you ever heard the saying 'there's a thin line between hate and love'? Yeah me to. I never understood it though… until now. When this started? I don't know. I just know that I feel this way. But… that doesn't mean that I don't wonder how or why. On the contrary, I only have more questions. But , you'll never know that will you? You will never know that I love you. Because I locked them away, I lock all my feelings away. All those dreams, all those hopes and wishes. I locked them all away.
So now I stare out of this window as I see the rain falling. And… I can't keep myself from questioning. Questioning… if I would ever stop falling… and if I do, would you be the one who will catch me?
All these questions are driving me insane. But I can't push myself in asking you, if maybe…you feel the same way. I'm a coward aren't I? I mean I can fight you and insult you all I want, but I can't ask you a simple question. You know why? 'Cause I already know the answer.
And I know that if you would read this, you would probably be laughing now. But I just want to say that…. no matter how many times I insult you or fight you, I'll always love you. Always. Even if you'll never want to see me again after reading this letter.
So I apologize for everything I've done to you. And I hope that one day you can forgive me.
Yours sincerely,
Kyo.
Silently he put down his pen, as he looked over his letter. It was a shame he didn't have the guts to send it. He smiled at the thought as he strolled over to his desk. He opened one of his drawers. The drawer was filled with letters, all those letters, not one of them would ever be send.
He turned back to the window. As he looked out of the window, he saw the full moon. Shining there alone, surrounded with darkness. 'Alone' he thought 'just like me'. He felt a silent tear running down his cheek. No! he would not cry for that basterd!
To late, he was already crying. Snobs filling the silent night as he hugged his knees, crying himself to sleep.
#A few days earlier#
It was a normal morning at the Sohma residence. One just like every other. Tohru was cooking breakfast, Shigure was sitting at the table drinking tea and Kyo and Yuki where fighting…. again.
"Why don't you just leave me alone!".
"Why don't you fight me!".
"Because it's 7 o'clock in the morning!".
"Ha! You're just afraid of me!".
"I'm not you baka neko!"
"Kuzo nezumi!".(1)
Shigure sighed as he finished his tea. He silently blessed god for school, because if that didn't exist he would be stuck here with Kyo and Yuki fighting all day. 'And that would be hell in its purest way' he thought as he saw how the three teens left the house. Kyo and Yuki still fighting.
The rest of the day was a blur, a stressful and boring blur. It was the last class for the lunch brake and Kyo was already feeling like his brain was mashed into some juicy substance (2). He sighed as he looked out of the window. 'This has got to be the most boring day of the week' he thought.
He saw some people playing basketball on the field near the school. He recognized them, although not immediately. They were all in the final year and they played in the competition team. He turned his head back to the class at the sound of the second bell ringing.
A group of girls entered the class, they stopped to stand in a circle, and in the middle of them? Yes you got that right, the dammed rat.
He heard the girls giggle. "Oh Yuki-Kun would you be my date for the winter gala?". Kyo growled in irritation. That was the 10th girl this week that asked the kuzo nezumi for a date.
"Well your in a good mood today Kyon-Kyon". The Yankee, just what he needed to cheer up his day.
"Don't call me that" he growled not taking his eyes of the group in front of him. The Yankee followed his eyes and smiled.
"Well, well, well Kyon-Kyon; if I didn't know you as good as I do, I would have thought you were jealous of them". Jealous! Of those girls! Never, not over his dead body would he be jealous of those girls. He turned around to say that to the Yankee's face, but she was already gone.
He turned his attention back to the group. He felled a strange feeling in his stomach, like someone tied a knot in it. 'I can't be jealous of them, can I ?...Wait what am I thinking! Oh I really have to cut down on the fish'. But even if he was positive that he wasn't jealous, he couldn't help himself from steeling a glance from the nezumi.
On that moment the teacher came in.
"Alright class take your seats" she said sounding very exited. 'alright' Kyo thought 'this is strange, miss Tasaki usually isn't this happy'.
"Class I have some exiting news, our school is doing a play this year and you are selected to play it". After hearing some exiting squeaks from the girls she continued. "The chosen play is Romeo and Juliet, so if you would put your name on a piece of paper we can decide who plays which role".
After everybody was finished with writing his or hers name down, the pieces of paper were thrown in a hat. "Now" miss Tasaki said "I will say a role and the person's name who I pull out of this hat will get that part".
"Oh I hope Yuki's Romeo" some girl whispered. "Yes and then I hope I will be Juliet" an other said. 'Pff' Kyo thought as he heard the girls giggle 'Like that would ever happen'.
"Alright the part of Juliet is for….Yuki sohma!". On that moment Kyo thought he would die laughing, as he looked at the shocked expression on Yuki's face. The kuzo nezumi played Juliet! That would teach that dammed rat!
He was so busy with trying to stop laughing about Yuki being Juliet that he almost missed the next thing the teacher said. "And the part of Romeo goes to…..Kyo Sohma!". Well that certainly helped him to stop laughing. Actually it made him feel more like crying. He and THE DAMMED RAT! He was in total shock. On that moment everything became black before his eyes and he felled himself falling into a dark pit.
(1)I don't know if I spelled that right.
(2)That's how I feel after a boring day of school.
Well did you like it? or did you hate it, Please review and tell me what you think of it.
-Neko-Thenshi
