I write serious story's, because they reflect a sadder part of me, the part that's not Light nor dark, but I enjoy making people and myself laugh, so I never write them, here is one of my more serious story.
I don't want you to ever let life pass you by.
Live it to its fullest and Don't look back.
~Warning-By Incubus.~
Prologue
Sixty years after Edward leaves Bella; Bella is broken, she lives at what was Charlies house, never going out side, doesn't talk to relatives and stays by herself.
One morning Bella wakes up and thinks about her life, she is full of regrets , but finds peace in the End.
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Warning.
First and Last Chapter.
As I stare out the window, with its blinds just cracked letting enough light in to awaken me, I think for a second, about the thing that I always think about every morning.
The day Edward left me.
Today, was different though, today I thought about what would've happened if I had let Edward go, If I hadn't held on, if I had lived life, instead of letting it pass me by.
If I had let him go, would I have been happier? My guess is yes, But I didn't let go, its not that I couldn't let go, its that I wouldn't let go.
As I lay here on my bed, I realize that I should of let him go, but I didn't and there's nothing I can do now, but move forward, I can't move forward though, its too late for me to move forward...
Or is it?
Can I move forward? I can try, do I want to try? I do.
Life may have passed me by without looking back and I may have turned my back on it, but that doesn't mean Life won't accept me back.
Looking back at all the things I didn't do, made me feel a wave of regret, but I can't move on if Regret weighs me down.
I closed my eye's and sighed, while letting go all the weight, freeing my soul...
I Let Go...
With a smile on my lips, I whispered "Don't Let Life Pass You By" Before drifting off into a internal slumber wishing Edward well...
Life Never Ends, Even When Your Body Does.