A hunter's Journal

by Impala67-Ilana

This is my Journal, my life, my hunts and the person's i met... sometimes i wonder if I even will need it. There is no family of mine and who should i even give it to afterward... but anyways it was Bobby's wish and so I'm going to do it... owe him anyways way to much... Dean sometimes tells me he's writing one, too and i even see Sam writing one... seems common... Pascal Walk

1. 1st entry 2nd February 2010

Authors note: i can't put in images which is really sad, therefore feel free to visit my .com blog and look into her journal, with pictures. This is a hunter's journal, it's like their life in short words and sometimes it's knowledge... I hope you're okay with that and will like reading it. I won't write any more author's notes and i will thank you all personally for reviews and stuff, but won't mention it here in this drabble collection, as it should stay as close as possible to the original hunter's journal.

Disclaimer: supernatural does not belong to me, it belongs to Erik Kripke and co. i just own Pas and her story, thoughts etc.

xxx Impala67-Ilana

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2nd February, 2010

Bobby gave me this journal, said i should write it down, never know when it might come in handy….

Dean's birthday just passed, i bought him pie and a gun( i know he's got thousands of those, but that one looked good… and i thought as a hunter you can never have enough)

He's still treating me like a baby, god I'm turning 21 this year, there is not that much of an age difference between us anyways….

He left for a hunt with Sam and Cas…. (yes angels exist….)

sometimes i wish i would still be in that orphanage and not know, what there is out there in the dark…

You don't get to choose your life, you get thrown into it… Sucks doesn't it? But who am I to complain anyways? At least i had 18 years of a decent live…. Dean has been a soldier all his life… makes me wonder, about what person John Winchester had been…

Anyways, Bobby said he's going to teach me some stuff about cars, I'm kinda excited… to have a day off from hunting is kind of a miracle…

What i know about angels:

They exist and need vessels to walk on earth, those vessels are humans of a certain bloodline. Each angel has only one bloodline, which can handle it's grace (angels are gender less, Dean calls them junkless)

Angels are stronger than most demons and can't be killed by those, except for using angel-blades. Angels can be send back to heaven by drawing this sigil with fresh human blood, then you just press your hand against that sigil(of course you have to use the bleeding hand) it's kind of barbaric, but i guess the doctor's speaking out of me…

Angels can transport themselves and others, to any place known, or even time-travel, though this requires lots of grace (or angel-mojo as Dean calls it)

I'm learning more and more day by day, thanks to Cas… though i feel sorry for him… he fell from heaven to help us save the world from Lucifer… how much do our friends need to pay, so we can save this goddamn world? How much do we need to make them all suffer?

Pascal Walker