The Vampire Pages Eliana's P.O.V As I lie in my bed I think about every thing that has gone on with my life my parents,vampire's and love it all happened to fast and what would have happened if me and Stefan wheren't together and we went our separte ways I would not have all these thoughts running through my mind I would still be with Matt and I would still be life is nothing like yours it has its ups and downs yeah but does your life have vampires, ghosts, doublegangers, hybrids, warewolves I dont think so but I love my life and the way I look inside my self is bitter sweet but I go through every thing that you go thourgh boyfriends, Exs, family , Iam not here to barg because i have nothing to brag about my whole universe sucks I cant go through one day without crying or puncing a big huge hole in my wall Its like your on a never ending rollercoaster and you just have to throw up.I have no one who understands what Iaming going thourgh but I do have is my Boyfriend he is a Vampire oh I know what your saying he must sparkle when he gets in the sun well excually he burns if he gets in the sun and its really bad and he dosent wait to have sex trust me I know.