Sacrifices

Sharon POV

It's been two months since Dennis dumped me for his family,he has moved on with Zoe,I need to move on,cos I know Dennis doesn't want me,he wants a girlfriend who can give him kids,I found that out when we babysat Bobby yesterday I saw it in his eyes that he wants to be a dad,no one knows about my secret that I have carried around for the past 10 years,that day when I found out I was infertile changed my life forever,I've learnt to deal with the fact I will never be a mum,I have tried the natural way the IVF route but nothing has worked and when I saw Dennis with Bobby I knew I would never be enough for 's better this way at least Dennis can find someone who can give him what i can' we were together I used to dream what it would be like to be his wife and having his child sometimes I wonder if he had the same dreams as me, I love him too much to let him be without the family he deserves to have,he would be a good father I know he would be, that's why I'm letting him go so he can have a future,cos being with me he can't. I can't believe Dennis told Zoe it was a fling between us, maybe i was just another notch on his 's why when Zoe asked me if I still loved Dennis I lied, I said that 'I don't still love him and sometimes I wonder if I ever did'

The look on Dennis face when he heard them words it broke my heart i had to remind myself why i was doing it not to hurt him but out of love for him so he can be happy with someone who can give what he deserves to have and if you love a person so much that all you wanna do is make em happy then you have sacrifice your own happiness. All i ever wanted was for Dennis to be happy.I know I can't make Dennis happy and knowing someone else can make him happy breaks my heart.

I hope the ring you gave her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her , you think of me
I would never wish for bad things, but i don't wish you well
Could you tell by the flames that burned your words

Does it hurt to know i'll never be there
Bet it sucks, seeing my face everywhere
It was you, who just ended like you did
I was the last to know you knew
Exactly what you would do
It don't say, you simply lost your way