" you words hurt me , you hurt me " , I walk away from him
I loved him , he hurt me
" You've got the words to change a nation But
you're biting your tongue "
Ally' s POV
" you fucking slut !" , he screams as he comes closer to me and slaps me in the face , he gets closer and grabs me by the neck
" say something slut ! " , he screams in my face and I say nothing
" Austin , I think she's had enough " , Dez says while looking at me sadly , he knows .. He wants to say something , but can't , Austin realeses his grip on my neck and I fall to the ground and
He leaves and all I do is bite my tongue and stay silent .
" You've spent a life time stuck in silence
Afraid you'll say something wrong
If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song "
I walk into my favorite room , the music room , I put my fingers slowly on the piano and play a sad slow melody , I feel tears start to slip .. I finish the melody ,but the full song . I leave my necklace there that says
Stay strong , the most precious thing that I have . no one is going to hear this melody .
" You've got a heart as loud as lions
So why let your voice be tamed"
I'm walking to my apartment when I feel strong arms wrap around my waist
" baby .. Wh-where you..goi..going " , I turn around and its him and he's drunk , don't bad boys do that ? Get drunk and wasted ?
" please ..let go " , I tell him
" Shut up ! " , he screams and I kick him where the sun don't shine and I run , while he runs after me . I run faster , he runs faster . I come up to a street with wall drawing , street drawings , with signs and pictures some are amazing , I collapse there and start crying . I hear him and he comes close to me and collapse next to me , and he starts looking at me , this is the first time he sat with me without hitting me . he brings a hand at my face and I get scared ,but he puts it slowly on my cheek .
I grab him up and walk to my apartment .
" Maybe we're a little different
There's no need to be ashamed "
He sleeps on the couch , I watch him not sleeping , I'm afraid of him yet I still love him , stupid Ally ! , walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror
And see this girl with no smile , eyes so sad-looking , who's this broken girl looking at me with broken sad eyes , wait .. This is me . I always wondered why Austin hits me , now I know , I'm ugly
and sick looking , he likes girls with skinny bodies and beautiful , I'm none of that . I deserve what he does to me , I pick up a razor by the sink and ...
" what are you doing ?" , he woke up and he's not drunk , well he slept well , I do nothing ,but drop the razor on the ground , and I freeze looking in the mirror at him , I start shaking and get afraid
He walks closer to me , and put one kiss on my neck as he breathes down in it and grabs me by the waist bringing me over to the living room .
" You've got the light to fight the shadows
So stop hiding it away "
He brought me closer to his chest , now were lying on the couch , with legs wrapped with each other .
" promise me you'll love me no matter what happens " , I ask him in a whisper and he nods his head
" promise me you won't do that again " , he whisper to me
" I can't promise you that " .
" I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out"
Its got worse , there's no love anymore . The hits got worse
" You worthless slut !" , he screams and hits me in the ribs , punch , kick , hit , punch , kick , hit , repeating all over my body
" I hate you ! " , he screams and hits me hard in the stomach , I collapse on the street ground and throw up blood , I'm crying ,
I'm shouting and screaming in my head .
" So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it "
I'm throwing up blood , he left me
" Ally ! " , hear Dez voice call my name and he runs over to me
" he..he..hurt me ... Hard .. It hurt " , I whisper to Dez and start slipping tears
" I'm gonna call 911 " , he reaches for his phone
" Dez I think its time " , I tell him and he looks so confused
" time for what ? " , he says to me
" time for me to die , its time " , I whisper to him
" no..non..no..Ally ,I'm not going to let you die " , he grabs me and carries me .
" At night we're waking up the neighbours
While we sing away the blues"
I remember the time we sang the blues together ...
I'm alive , I don't get hit since I'm locked in my apartment and since I haven't seen him . today is a dance at the school and I'm not there , I walk into the bathroom and pick up a razor that fell on the ground and put it in my wrists and wrists start bleeding , I look at the blood , at the pain . I hear a knock at the door , I get up and open the door and it's him
I collapse , but not on the ground , I collapse in someone's arms
" Making sure that we're remembered,
Cause we all matter too"
I wake up , but not on the cold ground , but the warm couch
" hey " , I turn my head and its him
I stay silent , I hope he remembered what he said cause it matters in my heart .
" I made you some soup , to eat " , I look at the soup , I'm not fucking touching it or eating it !
" If the truth has been forbidden
Then we're breaking all the rules"
It stays silent .. No talking , just dead silence , I speak up
" I'm sorry , for being me , for having trust issues , for being fat , for looking the way I do , for having s-c.. For pushing .. , I'm sorry Austin ! " , I scream at him and get up the couch and tell at him in the face , slap him in the face hard like he did , I want him to feel my pain .
" Let's get the TV and the radio
To play our tune again"
All he does is grab my hands in his and puts me down on the couch slowly .. He picks up the remote and turn the TV on , then goes over to the radio and turns it on , it plays a slow sad melody over again.
" It's 'bout time we got some airplay of our version of events
There's no need to be afraid
I will sing with you my friend."
We sing the blues , we sing like old times ... Our voices go perfectly together .. I have half the song in my head to be complete .
The water is clear , but my wrists are stained , my face says happy , but my eyes say pain .
" I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out"
We sing , we shout , we scream , till the words dry out , but its in our heads ... I grab Austin's warm hand into my cold one and I look at him , I grip his hand for dear life .
I'm just cold I don't want him to see my scars ... I take a deep breath and bite my tongue and stay silent , we stay silent together with our hand intertwined .
" we're all wonderful, wonderful people
So when did we all get so fearful"
I still don't know where me and him went wrong , where did we in hell go the wrong road , the difficult road ; the broken road , that's me and him got to . there's going to be so many confessions and consequences . What can I do ? Nothing !
Now we're finally finding our voices
So take a chance, come help me sing this
Someday we'll find each other , but now we got this left of us .. We got this broken girl and we got this
Bad boy who was a good boy , what the hell happened ? And they are holding hands trying to not slip out of each other's grasp , they hold tight .
" Yeah, we're all wonderful, wonderful people
So when did we all get so fearful?
And now we're finally finding our voices
Just take a chance, come help me sing this "
" I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
They can read all about it"
I sing ! I shout! I scream! Till my voice goes out , tons of people gather around me and Austin , I don't care , they can pit in the papers .
That thread broke and I broke .
Hey guys its me , I do not own emeli sande's song read all about it .. But you need to listen to this song its beautiful and I love the melody to it . I hope you like this one shot
If you don't get the end to it ,
Well ally broke and she pushed Austin away from her and her problems stayed with her
So the broken thread she held to broke , and she broke to ...
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