Song- Space Bound- Eminem
Space Bound
Broken glass from a shattered vase of roses scattered the bathroom floor. The mirror above the sink was shattered and smeared with my blood. And the bedroom was scattered with clothing. The bed was in disarray with sheets everywhere. The closest had been torn apart from her packing. A diamond ring lay on the vanity. A fist-sized hole was a new addition to the dry wall by the door to the hallway.
I was still breathing heavy from the argument. My knuckles were dripping blood onto the wood floor. I still had a red mark from the slap. My chest was heaving. I was beyond pissed off. But deep down inside, I was falling apart. I knew that I still felt something for her.
I got a hole in my heart from this emotional rollercoaster. It's like an explosion every time I held her. I wasn't joking when I said that she takes my breath away. But after a year and six months, it's no longer me that she wants. But I love her so much it hurts. Never mistreated her once. I poured my heart out to her. Let down my guard; swear to God, I'll blow my brains in her lap, lay there and die in her arms. But she left me. Tears streamed down both of my cheeks as she let go of me. Before I put that gun to my temple, I told her this: "I would have done anything for you to show you how much I adored you. But it's over now. It's too late to save our love. Just promise me, you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star."
"Percy, I don't want her to grow up in a broken home. But then again, Percy, I don't want her to grow up in a home where her parents treat each other like this." Tears were rolling down her face.
I would do whatever it takes, because when I'm with her, I get the shakes. My body aches when I am not with her. I have zero strength. There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries no lengths. Why do we say that until we get the person that we think is going to be that one and then once we get them it's never the same? I wasn't looking when I stumbled upon her, it must have been fate. Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open that I won't be making a mistake.
"Percy, I love you, but maybe this isn't meant to be. I wish there wasn't any pain but there is. I can't keep living like this, Percy. Maybe one day, we'll wake up and this will all be just a dream. But I know that we can never be like we were when we were teenagers again. Too much has changed for that." Tears start rolling down my face.
"But if you love me, then why are you giving up?"
"If you love someone enough, you have to let them go."
"Annabeth, please. Don't do this to us." I begged. She shook her head no.
I've been treated like dirt before you. Love is evil, spell it backwards I'll show you. I've tried in this department but I haven't had any luck with this. Drop to my knees and I'm pleading. I'm trying to stop you from leaving.
"Annabeth, baby, please. You can't go. You don't have to let me go. I'll be whoever you want me to be. Just tell me and I'll do it…Annabeth, please."
I want you when you don't want me. I'm a space bound rocket ship to the moon. Your heart is the moon. I'm aiming right at you. But I got lost amongst the stars.
Bam! Time slowed down as I pulled the trigger. I waited for eternity to feel the bullet enter my temple.
We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
'Cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt
'Cause I been treated like dirt before you
And love is "evol"
Spell it backwards I'll show you
Nobody knows me I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes
Bloodsucking succubuses, what the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be
Like trying to start over
I got a hole in my heart, for some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotion, so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you
You take my breath away
You're a supernova... and I'm a
[Chorus:]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Two hundred fifty thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you
[Verse 2:]
I do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake
Cause I'm a...
[Chorus]
[Verse 3:]
So after a year and 6 months it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk about this house
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this
[Gunshot]
And I would've done anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause I'm a
[Chorus:]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you