Wait For Me
He was sick, but no one knew since he seemed like any other sane person. They didn't know him though; all the sick thoughts that wandered through his mind, of revenge and pain. His feelings were always a massacre now, a great bloody mess that was too much at times that he had to have it suppressed by medication.
Yet out of all this carnage was still one sane thought that had lingered, love. But it was starting to erode away; just holding on by a thin stretched thread. With all those memories that stuck like pictures inside of his of head, just tortuously reminding him of Timmy nonstop.
Every second now just made him feel dead inside.
He wanted him, desperately. So much that he would've done anything for him. Fortunately for him, Timmy didn't know that he could've crushed him within his palms if he had wanted to and he would've let him. That was how much.
He really longed to see him smile too, to see his bright loving smile. Smiling at him and loving him back. Going back to how it was before, having fun and maybe realizing that he had loved him all along.
Why hadn't he seen that? Shadows loomed inside, clouding his mind. Where was his path now?
Timmy was obviously his key, without him he was utterly nothing. So he had to have him. He was what made him feel alive, truly alive with a purpose in life.
With that taking over his mind, he couldn't possibly hold it back any longer. He was losing control; they were coming back. The urge to cut out his sweet eyes and keep him with him forever, blinded with nowhere to go but back to him; right at his side where he belonged.
Caged inside this place and stuck here with him for eternity. And whoever had said that you could choose your own fate was wrong. It was who had your fate in their hands that chose for you, never yourself. Drowning in this city of sin, he wanted to lead and show Timmy his world.
Into a world where you had left me to rot; just selfishly throwing me aside after all that I had given you - shared with you. So you can see it then, and horrendously realize that you won't be able to deny it, to not ever deny or fight me anymore. Where you have to face the lies you told me and beg to crawl away from me.
Yet I'll always be a step ahead of you no matter where you go and a step behind whenever you look back. And this will be how we live, me as a monster haunting your steps, devouring your dreams. Watching as you slowly falter, then grow weak. Hearing whispers as you walk down the same lonely path as I once did, but now we'll walk the same path together as I call your name.
Singing your name out loud for all to hear and see; to conquer the world for just you and me.
He grinned ruefully and said, "Wait for me Timmy."
End.
AN: Well, I was inspired by several songs and my twisted mind.
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