Sweet Love's Breath
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I could feel it and greatly feared it
Seeping in me is shivers that you cheated
Your hundred lies of I love you I still hold onto
Your care so warm ended turning cold and blue.
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Your eyes which were inflamed with passionate love
Only a delusion superficial and now ended off
I listened but still tried to ignore all
If only you know that without you I continue to love and fall.
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Shattered and missing pieces of my heart
Buried deep under ripping me apart
I could hear it beat but I'm empty
Alone in a dark bitter world, all solitary.
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I crave to hear your voice so unforgettably sweet
I've learned to expose it even if it's just a cheat
Stubbornly put myself in danger even near death
Just to drown myself in memories of you sweet love's breath.
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- --------------- ---------- Bella Swan
My existence
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I could not imagine what hell is about
When I'm still in purgatory and I wanted to shout
The pain, the longing… why did I need to deal it off to an end
If all I wanted was to be with you till the end.
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I love you, that is not a lie
But it's the same reason why I'm still asking why
I wanted to stay but I couldn't hurt you more
I'm a danger that has left you a closed door.
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I died ones again, my cold and non-beating heart
But still in pain because we have to be totally apart
It's hard to find a reason to even live anymore
Every day, every second my feelings and reasons are all sore.
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I need to be with you close enough to bear my existence
You're the only reason why I still make sense
I hope you remember your promise to always stay in safety
Even if Alice could still see, that we're really meant to be.
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- ---------------------------- ------------- -Edward Cullen