To whoever finds this,
I'm sorry but life without phil was worthless.
He made me feel like i had a purpose in life and without him it's gone.
There was so much i wish i had said but i couldn't .
I loved him and he never knew.
Nobody understands how much i loved him.
He was my anchor,
he was the only person i wanted to be around all the time.
He was so amazing,and without him i wouldn't have lasted this long. Phil dying made a part of me die to and it was too hard.
I promised him that i'd never let go but then he did and it's my fault.
If i had stopped him from going out that night he would still be with me but i didn't and now he's gone.
The night of the accident i was going to tell him.
He went out to pick up some things and i was going to tell him when he returned but he never did.
When the hospital called i broke.
I couldn't live without my heart and it's with phil.
i'm going to be with him that way i can finally be whole again.
Being with him was the most fun i've ever had,
and now we can spend forever side by side
drawing cat whiskers in the stars.
Dan